Thursday, January 29, 2015

To d person i considered my soulmate. . .

When u came into my life, i told myself i would lov u n never gonna hurt u .U were my bstfrn, my lop, n my
everything.untill one day, u came n said "im sick, im
afraid i cant stay wid u any longer." I refuse to belive
u at first but when i saw those tears fell down from ur
cheeks,it spells out the truth about how u really feel
inside.U were deeply hurt. . . . i know i was hurt too : ( . U cant even look straight into my eyes when u
said "it was too late." My life has changed at that
very moment, i just found myself on bended knees
yelling n asking "why?" I was down completely but i
had to be strong for u. . . untill the days has come for
us to say GOODBYE. I knew it, but i jst cant accept it. If only i knew that was the last time,i should have
held u and never let go. The kiss, whisper, n embrace
it was the last. . . . I can feel ur arms falling down
slowlyi knw u're gone. W e always thought our love
was enough for us to last.It was a sad ending. .. . its god's will. . . .I know u r happy now wherever u r, n m here im hurting broken. . . Those two long years,
its all gone now how can i forget? How can i start
over once again? I'm sorry if u see my life falling
apart. . i know i cant get u back n i want to b seeing u
for the rest of my life. Its more than a year now this
has been the longest year of my life. The most painful time i ever had. The sadness of the night brings back the days we had, the time u let go of me
n the moment dat i surrendered you. .. even silence
reminds me of all the sorrow,pain n my
hopelessness. Let me suffer in silence till i get over
u, slowly i can let u go n i will be me once again. I will
b keeping my promise. . . i will move on,but ull always b a part of me. Hear me say this, one last
time. . i have found the esseence of my life. I have
discovered a world that's so beautiful because of u, my love, my misery. . . . .Im letting go of u now. . . .its time to set myself free. .. . this is the
hardest thing i will do coz i still love u :'

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