My own love story

     I m in relation wid sm1 kehi month pahilako kura ho 5-6 mnth ko suru suru ma maya pirati sb ramro lagcha pachi sv change huncha.Bhanchan ni trust gumaye pachi feri firta hudaina bhanera ma mero bf lai ekdm maya garthe malai u sansar ko ekdm handsm keta lagtheo bichma sb thik theo everything perfect pachi thaha paye dat ki ma bhanda 2 mnth pahila u ek jana sanga relation ma theo n still he is wid two girls ma ra arko keti dherai argument dubai keti haru uslai raja jhai maya garne hw lucky he is koi chodnai na khojne uslai maile breakup diyena uslai na ta usle nai diya akhir maya ta maya naiho.I m insecure kura ta dherai dherai lamo cha tara sb bhanna lageo bhane post lamo hunchahw i tolerate hm as my bf.He is still wid 2 girls kina bhane dubai janama koi ni chodna khojdainan mera sukha shanti sb gai sakeko cha.Ma aba ek pal ni tyo kta sanga huna sakdina coz i felt he didnt respect me.jaba smma koi keta keti lai respect didaina taba samma koi keti usko huna sakdaina maile.I dnt want to hv nxt bf usko sathile propose garda malai he said r u a girl or randi usle 2 ota keti ghumauda rando bhayena malai koi aru usaiko sathi le relation aaija bhanda mtra ma randi bhaye wa wa wa timi keta haru maximum keta estai hunchan kina bhane wen i didnt accept usko sathiko proposal uskai sathile ni blame lagaudai malai same ciz bhano ek dam naramro gali ra words haru do acctually i deserve dis word??? jaso gareni maile nai charai tarfa bata gali khanu pareo jst coz i m girl.Mero first bf sanga patchup ni bhayo fight fight mai kina timle stand liyenau jaba timro sathi le slut word use garda bhana kina stand lineni atleast jo bhayeni I m his gf yedi usle malai respect deko bhaye usko sath ko himmat hunthenatheo I realize i m in bad relation usko lagi marnu bertha cha uslai maya dinu yo maya bhanne ciz ko apaman ho.Ahile hmri bichma sb thikcha na ta u ma sanga jhrkera bolna na ma nai bolchu thik sanga i m ignoring hm nw ma ni msg cal gardina u ni gardaina i knw ki still he is in relation wid gal bhayo aba i dnt need hm pugeo usko maya bt still think if usle dhoka na diyeko bhaye hmro maya ra relation kati ramri huntheo.Bhanchan ni destiny le sb lai ek na ek din milaucha mero lyf ma suddenly koi aayo he is nt dat much handsm bt nt bad pani he is professional cricketer bt ma bhanda kancho cha 2 yrs le I told hm abt my bad relation n abt our age ani usle bhano u r perfect to me I like u u like me kura sakigo.I dnt knw abt future bt he is really gud n i respect hm.u sadai bg huncha afno cricket ma ghari kata ta ghari kata janu parcha bt in every step he msg me.yehi ho mera katha ahile sammako.