I have tried a lot to hide my pain bt in the current situation am all fail ....
My story goes like this ..
Am a nursing student n 2 year ago i was in a relationship wdh a guy .He was 5 yrs older than me bt age doesnt matter as he was soo matured n well understandable ... Everything was going well bt as time passes he got just change . He loved me a lot , cared abt me bt he never accept me in public. Whenever i told him to accept me publicly he always told we that " aru lai vanyo vane chai aakha laucha " ... As i loved him a lot i was okey by his saying .. Bt then i got to knoe that he was cheating on me. He was such a flirty omg i even cant experss in words how flirty was he or in other sense theres no word that can describe his flirtyness. I was soo hurt . My studies get ruined .. i cried over 3 mths daily . My life was like a hell ... still i was in relationship wdh him coz he was my first one n i was loyal to him . Bt his attitude n behaviours hurted me lot day to day .. Then that day arrived when i was hurt to the extreme point that i decided i cant b wdh him .. I asked him for berakup n guys that boy easily gave me breakup wdh a smile on his face .. That was end of my love life coz now i have no strength to tackle such situations ... Then slowly n gardually i handle my life. Now my study is going well n this year i will finish my nursing study ..
My story goes like this ..
Am a nursing student n 2 year ago i was in a relationship wdh a guy .He was 5 yrs older than me bt age doesnt matter as he was soo matured n well understandable ... Everything was going well bt as time passes he got just change . He loved me a lot , cared abt me bt he never accept me in public. Whenever i told him to accept me publicly he always told we that " aru lai vanyo vane chai aakha laucha " ... As i loved him a lot i was okey by his saying .. Bt then i got to knoe that he was cheating on me. He was such a flirty omg i even cant experss in words how flirty was he or in other sense theres no word that can describe his flirtyness. I was soo hurt . My studies get ruined .. i cried over 3 mths daily . My life was like a hell ... still i was in relationship wdh him coz he was my first one n i was loyal to him . Bt his attitude n behaviours hurted me lot day to day .. Then that day arrived when i was hurt to the extreme point that i decided i cant b wdh him .. I asked him for berakup n guys that boy easily gave me breakup wdh a smile on his face .. That was end of my love life coz now i have no strength to tackle such situations ... Then slowly n gardually i handle my life. Now my study is going well n this year i will finish my nursing study ..
Well that was nt end . Now a month ago i gotvto knoe that my frn ( besty ) is talking wdh my ex like as if they r in relationship .... I still love my ex bt my own best frn cheated on me .. She is so closw to me n she clearly knoe that how much i love himm till this day bt she hurted me a lot .. Inorder to show me she always pass commnets abt my ex boyfrn as how cute is he , he love her (besty) a lot .. I knoe i am nt storong enough to tackle to these shits at all. My two dearest person hurt me a lot ... Now i cant trust others . I am also a girl n being a girl how could she do such things to me
.Aajkal tah lagcha lif ma ma kaile ni khusi huna sakdina hola sayed . AASU NAI aasu cha hola mero jiwan ma .. Baira bata herda economically stable n reapectful family cha mero samaj ko agadi tara ma jasto avagi koi chaina hola .. Ma aba sucide garni soch ma chu .. cry emoticon cry emoticon cry emoticon
.Aajkal tah lagcha lif ma ma kaile ni khusi huna sakdina hola sayed . AASU NAI aasu cha hola mero jiwan ma .. Baira bata herda economically stable n reapectful family cha mero samaj ko agadi tara ma jasto avagi koi chaina hola .. Ma aba sucide garni soch ma chu .. cry emoticon cry emoticon cry emoticon
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