Long distance relationship

I m in relationship with a guy since 2 yrs.we are in long distance relationship.maile uslai class 8 dekhe nai like gartheye.we were desk patner at that time hamro jagada vairakhtheyo selfish jasto lagtheyo paila ta but slowly i started to like him.kaile ne vanena uslai about my feelings.class 9,10 ma section differnt vayo hamro but maile uslai notice gartheye school ahyo ki chaina vanera .school ma ekchoti dekhna pauda ne kasto khusi lagtheyo..teti bela usko gf ne theyo but still i used to love him bcoz he was my first love.slc finish gare pachi i came here.1day he send me fren request in fb maile accept gare but we never used to talk .usko status pic ma chai like gartheye maile.fb ma ekjana arko kta ne theyo we used to talk like fren but 1day he proposed me but maile testo kai socheko theyena & i still miss gartheye mero first crush lai so,i said no to him..still we used to talk nicely.yaha ahko like 3yrs pachi he(my 1st love) proposed me through fb.believe nai lagena & he told me that uslai hami class 10 huda nai thaha theyecha maile manparautheye vanera through his frn.usle smoke garcha vanera class 10 ko last tera matra thaha vako theyo malai.may be ahruko lagi big thing hudaina hola but for me it matters.ajkal kasle esto khadaina ra but also mero family ekdam strict hunu huncha esto kura ma.ma 12yrs ko hudanai mero mom dad ko divorce vako theyo so mummy eklai le hami chora chori le hurkaunu vayo.mummy dont like smoking drinks garne haru & n all that.i dont want wanted to hurt my mom so,maile uslai propose gareko din mai sodheko theye smoke garna chadyau ki chaina vanera & ne told me he left everythng.i was happy to hear that .we started to chat on fb daily.actually hamro caste different ho but uslai kai problem theyena nor to his family.usko family ne majale bolnu huncha fb ma.usko mom ta frens jastai gare bolnu huncha.boldai jada 1day he asked me about physical relationship & i told him before marraige testo gareko ramro lagdaina malai..teti bela ta usle ok vaneko theye but pachi pani teskai kura sodhe rakhtheyo.behe garne vanera ne promise gareko cha.usko family lai kai problem chaina about our marriage.mero aunty ko chori ko behe theyo so ma nepal gaye for fewdays.usle usko home ma bolayo & i wanted to meet with his family too so ghar mai gaye.usko family sanga kura gare sake pachi he took me to his room.again usle tai kura vandai theyo but malai darr ne lageko theyo.i wasnt totally ready for that.usle kai hudaina vanyo & we tried but testo kai vayena bcoz hami both ko first time theyo.still he was happy for that.usko program theyo practice garnu theyo so he got bg with his frn & ma pani bg vaye short days ko lagi gako theye.hamro 4 days matra vet vayo but for me that 4days is best day of my life.after few days i came back here.ya ahko kai din pachi he asked me to send my nude pic.maile manena & tyo topic ma jagada nai vayo.usle fb pasaword dincha ki dedaina vanera bichar garnako lagi i asked his fb password.suru mata kina chaiyo arkako pasaword malai testo maan pardaina vanyo .ani maile ne kina chaiyo mero nude pic malai pani testo send garna maan pardaina vane.esto vanda jhan resako theyo tara pani usle malai pasaword deyo but maile chai pic send garena ani uh resayo ma sanga kati din samma bolena last ma maile nai fakaye..fb ma ahru kti sanga flirt garcha ki gardaina vanera bujna ko lagi maile usko fb khole.i got shocked kti haru sanga ta teti boldaina raicha but usle paila dekhe nai weed ne khado raicha still smoke gardo raicha.maile uslai sodhe kina malai dhateko esto kai khadena vanera..he told me that weed khada k vota nothing wrong will happen re.usle dhateko dekhera esto resuthyo.uslai maile sodhe weed khana chodne ki nachodne vanera sodhekota no nachodne if u have problem wit it then u can live happily with other guy re..atlest chodne try ta garchu vaneko vaye huntheyo ne..temle esto khancha vanera thaha vayo vane mero family they wont accept our relationship vane maile & he said ma temlai vagayera lanchu hami vagera behe garne vanyo.its only easy to say how can i hurt my family especiallly my mom.hamro relationship ko barema thaha paunu vayo vane may be intercaste ta accept garnu huncha hola but esto k k khancha vanera thaha paunu vayo vane they wont accept us.mom lai hurt garnu maan chaina nata uslai nai chodna sakchu.usle mageko bela maile uslai money send gardin theye kaile kai magtheyo ani kina chaiyeko vanera soddha just frn sanga ramailo garna ko lagi vantheyo..malai aile sankha lagna thalyo usle ahru ne khancha hola vanera but soddha ta just weed matra khanchu vancha..khoi believe garnu ki nagarnu..few days ago feri usle mero nude pic mageko theyo send gardina vane maile.he got super angry teti jabo nude pic send magda ne kati natak dekhako send gardaima k jancha ra ma delet garde halchu ta vanyo.temle chai temro ne nude pic send garna sakchau vanera sodhe maile..usle ah send garnu sakchu k huncha ra send garda vandai theyo but also maile garena ani feri jagada vayo usle malai fb ma delet garyo.maile kati sorry bolana vanera msg gare but kaile reply deyena.kati call ne gare tyo pani receive gardaina theyo..kasto tension vaisakeko theyo malai hami naboleko ne 1 week jati vako theyo..last choti call garnu paryo vanera maile 2days ago call gare usle call receive garyo ramrari nai bolyo.. but usle ne sorry vanena maile ne sorry vanena but we talked nicely like before.
may be usle testo pic feri magcha hola so teti bela ma k vannu hola? what i need to do??actually i dont like to send him kta ko nude pic send garda ta kai problem hudaina but kti le garda ta risk huncha ne.maile uslai true love nai gareko chu.i dont want to lose him.should i need to tell about him to my family?darne lagcha if accept garnu vayena vane k garnu?uslai kina testo pic chai chaiyeko hola?usko fb ne kaile kai kholera herchu but notification ahko chai kaile ne open gardina so uslai thaha chaina hola maile usko fb id kholchu vanera.maile uslai cheating gareko jasto vayo hola hai? should i need to tell him about this also??
me new in this page & im thankfull to admin .ya ko confession read garda maan alik halka huncha.esto problem mero matra chaina raicha jasto lagcha.comment haru ramro naramro haru ta aucha nai but hami le ahruko kura sunne mauka pauchau ne.we get advice..comment read garda po ekdam majja aucha ta.