Have u ever felt that strange moment in ur life where u feel like Yes,this is it ,that's what I exactly want in my life,thats the very person,that's the very care,love,attention that i always dream of having,that's the very inspiring person that I Wanted in my life who's gonna accept me with all my flaws ,the mistakes that i have done n shall love the real me.
Believe me, I found that very person that man of my dream and that most amazing person who is just down to the earth and the most inspiring person that I have ever met and heard about in my life..
One could get no words to describe how u feel when u get to know that u are the first person ,that very top one on his priority list and is really important in his life and yes u are that much valuable in that person's life that he is breathing for u with ur name saying "My dear every single breath I am having is for you,Every single pain I am bearing is for U..He is in fact lying in the bed of Hospital with the hope of living..living the life that we both have dream about..
And for the first time ever I Have felt being overloaded with the happiness and grief all at the same time..
I still remember the day when that (not ought to think ) thinking came into my mind all of sudden on the very 3rd day of our talk that yes,he is the guy that i want to marry,that i want to love,that i want to be the father of our kids and was Jst dreaming on n on..
It's not that U r the first guy i fell in love with...yep i admit I liked couple other guys n was in relation too Bt had never got such feeling of getting married ,have a family n all those..
I feel like i have got some inner connection with you..I feel like may be no one has been able to feel ur long way struggle to the success, more than I do.Just ur one expression and could tell you what are u upto in ur thoughts.I never loved you any more then I do, right this second..
I love you more than I love Shahrukh. hehe...Sorry jst kidding...I love you wayyy to much..
U know hamroo sabb kura match huncha k almost everything je kura ma pani..We both are a song lover,nature lover,tyo beach,sunset,sunrise,tyo sky ,tyo stars,tyo halka chiso hawa,tyo moon ,tyo sea,river,lake ya falls and tmi n ma nthg else..
U are that person who gave me the positive vibes,who told me yes u r perfect ,u are beautiful do whatever u want to do ,never loose the self confidence in you and never get afraid while expressing ur things in front of people..U gave me respect,U were thr to listen my words n gave me enough suggestions whenever i felt low..U understand my each and every single things.I really feel so much comfortable with you..Thankss a lot for that..I never knew that having one positive person in ur life can bring a lot of positivity in ur life..Thanks a lot for everything dear...
Nwzz sorry for expressing my love for u in the hospital..Had planned something different for that bt was way too scared ki sayad kahile vanna paudina jasto lagyo
Nwzz l don't Know how much time u(we) got... May be weeks or months or years Bt Whatever time is left we will make it Especial..
Get well soon n I know that u will be fine and strong n healthy preety quick.. U are my Hero..I do have a lots n lots of respect and appreciation for you..Love you Nautankii..
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