Endless love

My love for u is endlessssss

I'm sorry for being myself.... I think I'm the perfect
lier. Its not that I want to lie everytime but in untrodden way situation lend me to do so. I'm in relation since six years... My girl is
vastly educated then me even she have already pass out the
B.pharmacy whereas I hav not even clear my SLC. I had
told her everything about me but few months
back she had ignored me so badly that my tears roll over my chicks everytime, whenever i found myself alone. In
untrodden way i'm addicted to her. After
knowing the reason of being ignored my heart was
totally broken down into pieces because it was nor other then my
qualification. She said her family wont accept
me although she wants me to be her life partner. perhaps , she cant go
against her family either eloped with me coz she
belongs to chetri's family and i'm newar as well
as she belongs to well rich family where as i'm
not. Well i was too belongs to well rich family
of my hometown but after my father went
mentally disorder my relatives through us out
of house and take over our property. Now i'm
strugling for myself as well as for my two sister. That's why i was unable to my carry on my study.
Lets not talk about this shit.....
After her ignorence i was mentally stress. And
one day I texted her that I'm Er. Oh god!!!! why she
replied back to my text saying why dont you tell
me before. i really love you xucha.. i was again
broken coz she didnt lv me but my qualification..
Nyway she trusted me coz my english was good enough
and she was fond of my poetry too. She lv the way i write poems for her even in several
newspaper its been printed.. I tried holding on all I wanted was her to stay
I wanted her to love me as much as I did
bt she dragged me down... Nowadays she asks
me to show my certificate which i dont hav
actually... I really love her and i dont wanna lose
her but she gonna leave me very next day after
knowing the truth....
I dont know what should I do...
All i know is i want her to be mine.

I wish i could put into words all my feelings
and i wish you guys would feel me. i hope u guys wud understand how i went alone through think n thin days..

I never did mistake I thought I did once but I
was wrong......