Before i start wanna say its may be quite boring bt i hope u all gives time to read this nonsence
ummm k vandaafter brk up wid my grl whom i always respect thought as my future grl i never take chance even being a boy tara k garnu she dumped meh 4 another boy wat can i do beg garna bahek kehi sakena tara she blocked meh no phone responce no msz reply abt 1mnth i tried bt its my bad kei kam lagena jst vo aba gf banaudina vanera baseko thye bt dnt knw fb ma euta kt thyo k chai man parexa kunni mero paxadi lagyo 1 mnth samma ignore garey bt paxi ali ali maya lagyo ani lanta thik xa vanera gf banaidya aba ali junior thyo so i was her 1st bf sadhai samjhaune yesto garnu parxa yesto garnu hudaina bf vanda ni bst frnd jasari ramrari samjhaune no -ve feeling lyk use garne intention bt bistarai k vanxa hya k jaile esto boring kura romantic pani hou nah bt my bad afulai testo romantic talk garna na aune sojo pariyo
ani bistarai bistarai romantic talk bata sex chat huna thalyo i was unkwn abt sex so kachcha kheladi thiye bistarai curious huna thaley
bistarai i jst lyk sick abt sex cz of her sex chat she was also agree to do wid meh 2 3 choti vet pani gareu bt khoi i dnt even hug her nt even kiss jabo hug ra kiss ni dina sakdaina vanera dukha pokhthyo
khai k vannu i jst like her bt dnt love her so that malai testo garnu alik ramro lagena so after 6 mnth rltnsp its somehow 1side jhai thyo
aba dhoka dim pani kasari vayo so i made idea i told her i jst made her gf 4 sex so do sex with meh otherwise end this bla bla vanera jhagada garey tesle chai patyayena tei pani jabarjasti ni xoddiye
i knw somehow im wrong bt im nt that much mean to play wid her body if i dnt had any feeling 4 her
nowdays love vanera physical rltn rakhne dherai xan skul grl haru ekdam chadai fool hunxan cz bacha dimag hunxa ani utsahit hunxan
vanxan ni curiosity brks virginity hunata yo virginity ma khoi k poh rakhya xa bt arkako feelings ra body sanga khelnu ramro haina yeha sex ko kura dherai auxa so vandeko yeha ayera confession garera dukha pokhnu vanda agadi hoss puraunu ramro vanna chahanxu
duniya swarthi kna xa vanera prasna garnu vanda swarthi manxe lai swartha lutna nadeu aru ta k vanu etro ramayan vaisakyo
Friday, January 30, 2015
Roomate story
sorry frn u may know me bt i hav to confess
this,its making me restless.its all about my
room mate.she was in my thought a good girl
until recent activities of her.the real thing is a
guy loves her very much, amazed to see such a loving boy in this present world.they were having
affair from a long time ago.nowdays what hav
happened god knows she left him,i ll use the
word betray as it is best.i came to know that
she has found a guy and they were talking
from past 4-5 mnth .is this love ?,u found a
boy and leave another who was so deep on
u .the boy now is going crazy about her and
he is not going to clz also as he is doing
engineering.i would hav accompanied him as i
have a bf and cant do so. my ques to u:cant
u see love in him?? cant u see the loyalty of
him? cant u see the present situation of
him???r u mentally retarted knowing what things he has done for u??? nowdays a lot of suicide cases are
happening and most of them are boys.i ll say its because
like u girls .boys do hav their own study
problem and due to u like girls they do
suicide.think abt that as it is a little difference in mindmake up.if u cant talk and cant chat then say the whole
damn thing and make him clear about the
thing thats happening to u if u have any . if u
were nt ready to love him then u would
hav confessed to me .first u were saying me
about my first kiss and other things and u
forget nowdays about it and u r creating scene nowdays even i am saying bad about u in ur back being a bestie of ur ,plz dn make any fun of it saying its my life as life is interm a long term and u will regret about this if u loose him.help her giving suggestions as she read this page
in daily base .i ll say dn distroy future of other
frn u ll nt get any better than him for sure plz
understand.......
this,its making me restless.its all about my
room mate.she was in my thought a good girl
until recent activities of her.the real thing is a
guy loves her very much, amazed to see such a loving boy in this present world.they were having
affair from a long time ago.nowdays what hav
happened god knows she left him,i ll use the
word betray as it is best.i came to know that
she has found a guy and they were talking
from past 4-5 mnth .is this love ?,u found a
boy and leave another who was so deep on
u .the boy now is going crazy about her and
he is not going to clz also as he is doing
engineering.i would hav accompanied him as i
have a bf and cant do so. my ques to u:cant
u see love in him?? cant u see the loyalty of
him? cant u see the present situation of
him???r u mentally retarted knowing what things he has done for u??? nowdays a lot of suicide cases are
happening and most of them are boys.i ll say its because
like u girls .boys do hav their own study
problem and due to u like girls they do
suicide.think abt that as it is a little difference in mindmake up.if u cant talk and cant chat then say the whole
damn thing and make him clear about the
thing thats happening to u if u have any . if u
were nt ready to love him then u would
hav confessed to me .first u were saying me
about my first kiss and other things and u
forget nowdays about it and u r creating scene nowdays even i am saying bad about u in ur back being a bestie of ur ,plz dn make any fun of it saying its my life as life is interm a long term and u will regret about this if u loose him.help her giving suggestions as she read this page
in daily base .i ll say dn distroy future of other
frn u ll nt get any better than him for sure plz
understand.......
Muslim religion story
ok sathi haru yo ti sathi haru lai ho jo muslim religion lai naramro manchan. maile yo page ma kai manis dekhe so lekhna maan lagyo. ok sathi haru ma nepal ma baschu mero ghar nepal ho. n the main point is ma mero dharma bhanda badi hindu dharma herchu nihaalchu school ma padne dekhi liyera harek kura. n i like many thing about it n ma pani kai follow pani grchu. hunata yesma pani dherai kharaabi cha tara ma hate grdina sachhikai bhaneko n nepal ma basne sab nepali daju bhai testai grnu huncha tessaile ta aaja samma hamro des nepal ma dharma lai liyera jhagada pareko chaina ra naparos pani..
aaba mero kura k bhane ys nepal ma sabai dharma lai bachne uutikai aadhar diyeko cha ra ta kunai dharma ko manis le protest grdaina ra terrorist baneko chaina.. tara aaru desma yesto hudaina . hami muslim lai jun desma pani giraiyeko cha sataiyeko cha. even iraq iran pakistan afganistan n kati muslim country chan tyaha pani aafno right payeka chainan.. even in india. tapai haru modi ko gungaan gaunu huncha tara tei modile india ko gujraat ma 2002 ma jun dharma yudda garaayo aaja uunai hero cha. billaden jo world terrorist thiyo bichara afganistaan ma bumb padkida tyako manis lai help grna gako thiyo.. tara tyo bumb padkako dos america le uslai lagaayo ra afno des bata sadaiko lagi nikala garaayo. uslai matra nabhai usko pura family lai.. jo ki soudi arebia ko arab pati thiyo. so ris uuthnu sobhabik ho. pachi mare pachi laas pani diyena tyo america le kina testo ris? testa dherai karan chan jasle grda muslim haru terrorist banna badya bhaye. ani rayo kt lai hinsa grne so ya some guys r still there who is very strict in there religion n tyo harek dharma ma chan noot only muslim testalai hataunu prcha. tara suneko kurale garera plz plz plz hamro dharma lai naramo nabhandinu. jaba kasaile bhogcha taba matra bujhcha tesle muslim terrorist kina banchan. aafno hakko lagi jaba pandab afnai daju bhai kaurab haru sanga lade tyo sahi bhayo bhane hami hamo hak ko lagi ladda kina galat maanchau. jaba ghorkhali le paisako lagi gardan chinauda sab waha hauko gungaan gauchau bhane afno aadhikaar magne lai kina ghrina?
ma ta bhanchu sab des yedi nepal jasto bhaye hamra muslim daju bhai pani kati khusi hunthye hola.kinaki kunai manis chahera terrorist bandaina. sab santi le bachthye, kasaiko aakha rasaune thiyena. koi afno ghar bata beghar huna prthyena kasaiko dd baini n aama pani afno aakha aagadi raped bhayeko dekhna prthyena. afno pabitra kitaab lai samhaalna pauthyu. sacchi bhannu prda ma dherai khusi chu ma nepali muslim hunama. mero des nepal. jay nepal.
yeti kura ho ki mera nepali sathi haru plz suneko ra tv ko bharma hamro dharma nadaajnus yedi muslim dharma naramro bhayeko bhaye nepal ma pani ta muslim terrorism dekhinu prne. hami lai bujna khojnus hamro maan lai bujna khojnus, hami lai apnaunus hami pani manis hau hamilai pani koi manis marda dukha huncha hami ma pani feeling cha sayad tei feelings harule garera nai manis lai terrorist banaucha. yedi bujna cha bhane bhitra bata bujnus ra tesko lagi dherai gahiro adhyan grna pardaina. tara tv herera n manis le bhaneko sunera tapaile singo dharma ko pahicaan grna huncha bhane ma bhanchu ki hami muslim haina terrorist tapai jasta manis ho jo jaba jarurat parcha taba mukh moddine ani galat bato liye naramro bhandai basne. anyway ma dherai lucky chu ki mero janma nepal bhumi ma bhayo jaha sabai dharmako equal right cha n hami freely bachna payeka chau
aaba mero kura k bhane ys nepal ma sabai dharma lai bachne uutikai aadhar diyeko cha ra ta kunai dharma ko manis le protest grdaina ra terrorist baneko chaina.. tara aaru desma yesto hudaina . hami muslim lai jun desma pani giraiyeko cha sataiyeko cha. even iraq iran pakistan afganistan n kati muslim country chan tyaha pani aafno right payeka chainan.. even in india. tapai haru modi ko gungaan gaunu huncha tara tei modile india ko gujraat ma 2002 ma jun dharma yudda garaayo aaja uunai hero cha. billaden jo world terrorist thiyo bichara afganistaan ma bumb padkida tyako manis lai help grna gako thiyo.. tara tyo bumb padkako dos america le uslai lagaayo ra afno des bata sadaiko lagi nikala garaayo. uslai matra nabhai usko pura family lai.. jo ki soudi arebia ko arab pati thiyo. so ris uuthnu sobhabik ho. pachi mare pachi laas pani diyena tyo america le kina testo ris? testa dherai karan chan jasle grda muslim haru terrorist banna badya bhaye. ani rayo kt lai hinsa grne so ya some guys r still there who is very strict in there religion n tyo harek dharma ma chan noot only muslim testalai hataunu prcha. tara suneko kurale garera plz plz plz hamro dharma lai naramo nabhandinu. jaba kasaile bhogcha taba matra bujhcha tesle muslim terrorist kina banchan. aafno hakko lagi jaba pandab afnai daju bhai kaurab haru sanga lade tyo sahi bhayo bhane hami hamo hak ko lagi ladda kina galat maanchau. jaba ghorkhali le paisako lagi gardan chinauda sab waha hauko gungaan gauchau bhane afno aadhikaar magne lai kina ghrina?
ma ta bhanchu sab des yedi nepal jasto bhaye hamra muslim daju bhai pani kati khusi hunthye hola.kinaki kunai manis chahera terrorist bandaina. sab santi le bachthye, kasaiko aakha rasaune thiyena. koi afno ghar bata beghar huna prthyena kasaiko dd baini n aama pani afno aakha aagadi raped bhayeko dekhna prthyena. afno pabitra kitaab lai samhaalna pauthyu. sacchi bhannu prda ma dherai khusi chu ma nepali muslim hunama. mero des nepal. jay nepal.
yeti kura ho ki mera nepali sathi haru plz suneko ra tv ko bharma hamro dharma nadaajnus yedi muslim dharma naramro bhayeko bhaye nepal ma pani ta muslim terrorism dekhinu prne. hami lai bujna khojnus hamro maan lai bujna khojnus, hami lai apnaunus hami pani manis hau hamilai pani koi manis marda dukha huncha hami ma pani feeling cha sayad tei feelings harule garera nai manis lai terrorist banaucha. yedi bujna cha bhane bhitra bata bujnus ra tesko lagi dherai gahiro adhyan grna pardaina. tara tv herera n manis le bhaneko sunera tapaile singo dharma ko pahicaan grna huncha bhane ma bhanchu ki hami muslim haina terrorist tapai jasta manis ho jo jaba jarurat parcha taba mukh moddine ani galat bato liye naramro bhandai basne. anyway ma dherai lucky chu ki mero janma nepal bhumi ma bhayo jaha sabai dharmako equal right cha n hami freely bachna payeka chau
Euta abroad girl story
Hey guys smile emoticon I'm just another kid to talk about my life, thou not really a confession. It's my birthday today. I turned 18 and I'm really excited cos now I'm finally legal . But then my parents had a legit plan to ruin it !!! So shockingly I'm an adopted child. My real mum was 17 when she conceived me but I don't know about my real dad cos apparently he denied to take my responsibility as a father and shamelessly left my mum to fight all by herself against this cruel world. She somehow saved my life but never saw my face and sent me with a couple who had no child who're my parents today. I've had a life of a princess. Dad never denied my wishes. Mums more like a bestfriend than a mother. I have had a wonderful life maybe cos I'm the only child. Definitely I've been very lucky. But then I thought about some other unfortunate kids whose innocent lives are ruined due to the negligency of their parents. Would every one be as lucky as me? We came to Sydney when I was 3 and a half years old. I did my schooling here and this year finally I'm going Nepal to see my family. All these years we've been studying about teenage pregnancy, early sex and so fourth. I was in year 10 when I did a report on teenage pregnancy and it's concequences to the child and the mother. More than 80% of these children born under an irresponsible parenthood are suffering horrible crices and struggling for their lives. What did they do? Nothing! So isn't it unfair? Why would someone suffer if they've done nothing wrong and are completely innocent? My whole point on this is early sex sometimes leads to huge disruptions of life. Not only the couple but the offsprings and family as well. I'm fortunate but not everyone is. No one cares about you having sex but every time you lay a girl down, remember the consequences can lead you to a lifetime commitment. Guys don't make her mother before wife. It'll save lives of 1000s of kids like me.
(Nd I wish to see my mum who was brave enough to keep within her and let me out when she knew I was in safe hands. I love you for that.)
(Nd I wish to see my mum who was brave enough to keep within her and let me out when she knew I was in safe hands. I love you for that.)
Xoro ko story
actually moh pare newar ko xoro. uni parin xetri ko xori... fmly le acpt garne kurai vayena. tesmathi jhan mero fmly last strk xa. n moh pani derai ghamandi xu . j vaneko tei huna parxa molai.... mo uni lai gau ma rakhna pani sakdina bcoz uni ktm sahar ko keti mo hill side ko keta. uni adjust hunai sakdina . thats true.....mo chahanna mero fmly mmbr le uslai naramro vanos naramro bhav garos. tesai le uni le fmly snga kura garau vanda mo risai dinxu ni . .... yehi kura lai big isssue banako xa jahile pani .. and moile uslai physical relation lagi force gaeko hu.. usle namanda pani derai jiddi gareko hu . emotional balckmail gare ani balla mani. bt moile usko life sanga khelna khojeko vane chai hoina.. moh uslai tyo life dina chahanna jun moile vogirako xu.. mo uslai standard life dina chahanxu...tesai le ali situation milayera matra b.a garxu vaneko xu but unlai ta khali dimag k k aako ho kk . problem nai bhujdina uni vane khali fight matra garxe ki uslai play gariraxu vanera...hamro brakup patchup derai time vako thiyo and every time mo nai jhukeko the...moile nai sorry vaneko the everytime .... farki farki unko life ma moh nai aako the.. bcoz mo maya ta unilai nai garxu ni... khoi ta unle bhujeko....yo pali breakup chahi yo page le pardela jasto xa tei vora moile pani yei page ma confession send gareko.. frown emoticon . .. coz yo page ko fan nai vayix uni ta.
swt hrt mo ghamndi xu moile j vaneko hunai parxa ..... but moile timro kura pani ta nasunidine hoina... timro lagi ta yo sab garirako xu... its ok timi mero fmly ma adjust huna sakxau vane mo timlai yei month ma bihe garxu.. hunxa ... swtee moh testo keta hoina jun timle samjhirako xau... plz trust me... i love you soo much.... plz call me....
Embrassing story
My Most Embarrassing Situation
Everyone has been embarrassed at
one time or another. It is that moment in
time when you wish the earth would open up
and swallow you. The anxiety and discomfort
felt during that time which may only last a
few seconds feels like time has stood still.
I remember so well when I had my
most embarrassing moment. I was in Form 4
and it was during the school recess. The
minute the bell rang for recess, I rushed to
the toilet because I had been controlling my
urges since class started. I didn’t want to miss
class because the lesson taught that morning
was to include tips for the forthcoming
examination.
Without realising, I had rushed to the
girls’ toilet. The prolonged control and an
upset stomach made worse by two glasses of
cold milk in the morning made me grunt and
groan in what I thought in what I thought was
the privacy of the cubicle. I thought I heard
giggling outside and wondered why the giggles
sounded unusually near. A few minutes later I
came out the cubicle and discovered my
horror that I had entered the girls’ toilet. To
make matters worse, the few girls standing
outside didn’t even turn away when I came
out. Instead they looked down at me, then
only they turned quickly away. Horror of
horrors, I had forgotten to zip up! No
beetroot could have matched the colour of
my face at this point in time!
The news of my predicament spread
like wild fire throughout school. I was truly
the talk of the town. I felt like I could either
walk around feeling perpetually self-conscious
and embarrassed or I could turn the situation
round, perhaps even to my advantage. I
remembered my mother’s words that ‘if you
can’t beat them, join them’. So I decided to
make fun of myself, to laugh at myself too. It
works. Everyone got bored after a while and
nobody teased me after that.
It was indeed an eye-opening experience for me. I have learnt that when
people laugh at you, you should laugh along.
You must not take yourself seriously. Learn to
look at yourself through other people’s eyes
and you will realise that most of the time
when they laugh at you, they just want to have
some fun. They mean no harm. If you can
make people laugh, it’s like bringing sunshine
into their lives and as someone said, ‘those
who bring sunshine to the lives of others
cannot keep it from themselves.’
Everyone has been embarrassed at
one time or another. It is that moment in
time when you wish the earth would open up
and swallow you. The anxiety and discomfort
felt during that time which may only last a
few seconds feels like time has stood still.
I remember so well when I had my
most embarrassing moment. I was in Form 4
and it was during the school recess. The
minute the bell rang for recess, I rushed to
the toilet because I had been controlling my
urges since class started. I didn’t want to miss
class because the lesson taught that morning
was to include tips for the forthcoming
examination.
Without realising, I had rushed to the
girls’ toilet. The prolonged control and an
upset stomach made worse by two glasses of
cold milk in the morning made me grunt and
groan in what I thought in what I thought was
the privacy of the cubicle. I thought I heard
giggling outside and wondered why the giggles
sounded unusually near. A few minutes later I
came out the cubicle and discovered my
horror that I had entered the girls’ toilet. To
make matters worse, the few girls standing
outside didn’t even turn away when I came
out. Instead they looked down at me, then
only they turned quickly away. Horror of
horrors, I had forgotten to zip up! No
beetroot could have matched the colour of
my face at this point in time!
The news of my predicament spread
like wild fire throughout school. I was truly
the talk of the town. I felt like I could either
walk around feeling perpetually self-conscious
and embarrassed or I could turn the situation
round, perhaps even to my advantage. I
remembered my mother’s words that ‘if you
can’t beat them, join them’. So I decided to
make fun of myself, to laugh at myself too. It
works. Everyone got bored after a while and
nobody teased me after that.
It was indeed an eye-opening experience for me. I have learnt that when
people laugh at you, you should laugh along.
You must not take yourself seriously. Learn to
look at yourself through other people’s eyes
and you will realise that most of the time
when they laugh at you, they just want to have
some fun. They mean no harm. If you can
make people laugh, it’s like bringing sunshine
into their lives and as someone said, ‘those
who bring sunshine to the lives of others
cannot keep it from themselves.’
smile emoticon smile emoticon I think its time to do something crazy by giving oppurtunity to grlz to be mine GF. I'v nt clear even SLC so its been difficult to find the grl who love qualities not qualification... So guys do u think its possible to find the love of my life... I'm beast bt i can b best.. tongue emoticon
Nursing student story
I have tried a lot to hide my pain bt in the current situation am all fail ....
My story goes like this ..
Am a nursing student n 2 year ago i was in a relationship wdh a guy .He was 5 yrs older than me bt age doesnt matter as he was soo matured n well understandable ... Everything was going well bt as time passes he got just change . He loved me a lot , cared abt me bt he never accept me in public. Whenever i told him to accept me publicly he always told we that " aru lai vanyo vane chai aakha laucha " ... As i loved him a lot i was okey by his saying .. Bt then i got to knoe that he was cheating on me. He was such a flirty omg i even cant experss in words how flirty was he or in other sense theres no word that can describe his flirtyness. I was soo hurt . My studies get ruined .. i cried over 3 mths daily . My life was like a hell ... still i was in relationship wdh him coz he was my first one n i was loyal to him . Bt his attitude n behaviours hurted me lot day to day .. Then that day arrived when i was hurt to the extreme point that i decided i cant b wdh him .. I asked him for berakup n guys that boy easily gave me breakup wdh a smile on his face .. That was end of my love life coz now i have no strength to tackle such situations ... Then slowly n gardually i handle my life. Now my study is going well n this year i will finish my nursing study ..
My story goes like this ..
Am a nursing student n 2 year ago i was in a relationship wdh a guy .He was 5 yrs older than me bt age doesnt matter as he was soo matured n well understandable ... Everything was going well bt as time passes he got just change . He loved me a lot , cared abt me bt he never accept me in public. Whenever i told him to accept me publicly he always told we that " aru lai vanyo vane chai aakha laucha " ... As i loved him a lot i was okey by his saying .. Bt then i got to knoe that he was cheating on me. He was such a flirty omg i even cant experss in words how flirty was he or in other sense theres no word that can describe his flirtyness. I was soo hurt . My studies get ruined .. i cried over 3 mths daily . My life was like a hell ... still i was in relationship wdh him coz he was my first one n i was loyal to him . Bt his attitude n behaviours hurted me lot day to day .. Then that day arrived when i was hurt to the extreme point that i decided i cant b wdh him .. I asked him for berakup n guys that boy easily gave me breakup wdh a smile on his face .. That was end of my love life coz now i have no strength to tackle such situations ... Then slowly n gardually i handle my life. Now my study is going well n this year i will finish my nursing study ..
Well that was nt end . Now a month ago i gotvto knoe that my frn ( besty ) is talking wdh my ex like as if they r in relationship .... I still love my ex bt my own best frn cheated on me .. She is so closw to me n she clearly knoe that how much i love himm till this day bt she hurted me a lot .. Inorder to show me she always pass commnets abt my ex boyfrn as how cute is he , he love her (besty) a lot .. I knoe i am nt storong enough to tackle to these shits at all. My two dearest person hurt me a lot ... Now i cant trust others . I am also a girl n being a girl how could she do such things to me
.Aajkal tah lagcha lif ma ma kaile ni khusi huna sakdina hola sayed . AASU NAI aasu cha hola mero jiwan ma .. Baira bata herda economically stable n reapectful family cha mero samaj ko agadi tara ma jasto avagi koi chaina hola .. Ma aba sucide garni soch ma chu .. cry emoticon cry emoticon cry emoticon
.Aajkal tah lagcha lif ma ma kaile ni khusi huna sakdina hola sayed . AASU NAI aasu cha hola mero jiwan ma .. Baira bata herda economically stable n reapectful family cha mero samaj ko agadi tara ma jasto avagi koi chaina hola .. Ma aba sucide garni soch ma chu .. cry emoticon cry emoticon cry emoticon
Girl character story
Btw i'm nt a loser.loser is u cz taile rln lai bujinas.long distance rln jun way ma nivairathe tyo bujinas.sano tino jhagadama euta naya kta aauda tetro strong reln brk hunxa vne tyo kasko galti ho??plz every1 tell me hai...tyo ktako ni galti xena.ta naramro vaera ho.taile teslai vau nadeko va.tyo paxi lagdainathyo..jhagada kasko chy pardaina hw rlnma.tara ta tah malai xodna chahanthis..aile maile talai vulna nasakeko faida uthairaxas haina?u r my frst so malai garo vako.bt tero ta ma 3rd pare ni...i neva care abt those stuffs..ta jsto mentally retarded ni koi hunna.attitude problem vako..mero jatibela xm chalirathyo tyo belata malai padnai dinas.brkup ra k vnera tnsn dis.xm xade tero lagi..ya its ur lyf do wateva u want hai bt plz ma cta jasto duniya cta gardai nahid ra.sndur laudai nahid..kt vayera value buj...ani rayo slang word ko kura..ma ettikai talai gali garnalai pagal haina..ta mero fun banauthis ma ruda..u knw tat.n the othr thng.y u betray me??ani feri ta konsa sati sabitri paris ra..tesko return ma taile ni bolekai this....esto bakwas stuff le manxe hasaunu xena hai malai...plz ta jsto kasaiko mayako layak xena tyo ta m damn sure.tero new bf ko view ni thapaihale.maile konsa bhe garnuxara vnyathyo.....so u deserve dat...ani rayo physical rlnko kura.ta ma bata tetti expect gareko raixes.ntra sochthis dherai patak..etro sap vako relationship ko ending k hunuparxa vnera..malai naramro vnne jatilai-- xada boldaima kasaiko brkup hunna tyo kura thaha hola..esai jhagada pardaima brkup diyexi.xm dina nasakne banexi ma k aarati utarnu tesko?thnk abt it....ani malai gali garera afu heroine huna nakhojnu thk hola...last but nt least hai..ta euta kt vayera sex ra sndur considrr garna sakxas vne ma ta kta malai matlap xena...yo ni taile nai malai haneko dialogue ho..so tero lagi runa ta vo... i m sorry i hate u
Thursday, January 29, 2015
Strange feeling
Have u ever felt that strange moment in ur life where u feel like Yes,this is it ,that's what I exactly want in my life,thats the very person,that's the very care,love,attention that i always dream of having,that's the very inspiring person that I Wanted in my life who's gonna accept me with all my flaws ,the mistakes that i have done n shall love the real me.
Believe me, I found that very person that man of my dream and that most amazing person who is just down to the earth and the most inspiring person that I have ever met and heard about in my life..
One could get no words to describe how u feel when u get to know that u are the first person ,that very top one on his priority list and is really important in his life and yes u are that much valuable in that person's life that he is breathing for u with ur name saying "My dear every single breath I am having is for you,Every single pain I am bearing is for U..He is in fact lying in the bed of Hospital with the hope of living..living the life that we both have dream about..
And for the first time ever I Have felt being overloaded with the happiness and grief all at the same time..
I still remember the day when that (not ought to think ) thinking came into my mind all of sudden on the very 3rd day of our talk that yes,he is the guy that i want to marry,that i want to love,that i want to be the father of our kids and was Jst dreaming on n on..
It's not that U r the first guy i fell in love with...yep i admit I liked couple other guys n was in relation too Bt had never got such feeling of getting married ,have a family n all those..
I feel like i have got some inner connection with you..I feel like may be no one has been able to feel ur long way struggle to the success, more than I do.Just ur one expression and could tell you what are u upto in ur thoughts.I never loved you any more then I do, right this second..
I love you more than I love Shahrukh. hehe...Sorry jst kidding...I love you wayyy to much..
U know hamroo sabb kura match huncha k almost everything je kura ma pani..We both are a song lover,nature lover,tyo beach,sunset,sunrise,tyo sky ,tyo stars,tyo halka chiso hawa,tyo moon ,tyo sea,river,lake ya falls and tmi n ma nthg else..
U are that person who gave me the positive vibes,who told me yes u r perfect ,u are beautiful do whatever u want to do ,never loose the self confidence in you and never get afraid while expressing ur things in front of people..U gave me respect,U were thr to listen my words n gave me enough suggestions whenever i felt low..U understand my each and every single things.I really feel so much comfortable with you..Thankss a lot for that..I never knew that having one positive person in ur life can bring a lot of positivity in ur life..Thanks a lot for everything dear...
Nwzz sorry for expressing my love for u in the hospital..Had planned something different for that bt was way too scared ki sayad kahile vanna paudina jasto lagyo
Nwzz l don't Know how much time u(we) got... May be weeks or months or years Bt Whatever time is left we will make it Especial..
Get well soon n I know that u will be fine and strong n healthy preety quick.. U are my Hero..I do have a lots n lots of respect and appreciation for you..Love you Nautankii..
Believe me, I found that very person that man of my dream and that most amazing person who is just down to the earth and the most inspiring person that I have ever met and heard about in my life..
One could get no words to describe how u feel when u get to know that u are the first person ,that very top one on his priority list and is really important in his life and yes u are that much valuable in that person's life that he is breathing for u with ur name saying "My dear every single breath I am having is for you,Every single pain I am bearing is for U..He is in fact lying in the bed of Hospital with the hope of living..living the life that we both have dream about..
And for the first time ever I Have felt being overloaded with the happiness and grief all at the same time..
I still remember the day when that (not ought to think ) thinking came into my mind all of sudden on the very 3rd day of our talk that yes,he is the guy that i want to marry,that i want to love,that i want to be the father of our kids and was Jst dreaming on n on..
It's not that U r the first guy i fell in love with...yep i admit I liked couple other guys n was in relation too Bt had never got such feeling of getting married ,have a family n all those..
I feel like i have got some inner connection with you..I feel like may be no one has been able to feel ur long way struggle to the success, more than I do.Just ur one expression and could tell you what are u upto in ur thoughts.I never loved you any more then I do, right this second..
I love you more than I love Shahrukh. hehe...Sorry jst kidding...I love you wayyy to much..
U know hamroo sabb kura match huncha k almost everything je kura ma pani..We both are a song lover,nature lover,tyo beach,sunset,sunrise,tyo sky ,tyo stars,tyo halka chiso hawa,tyo moon ,tyo sea,river,lake ya falls and tmi n ma nthg else..
U are that person who gave me the positive vibes,who told me yes u r perfect ,u are beautiful do whatever u want to do ,never loose the self confidence in you and never get afraid while expressing ur things in front of people..U gave me respect,U were thr to listen my words n gave me enough suggestions whenever i felt low..U understand my each and every single things.I really feel so much comfortable with you..Thankss a lot for that..I never knew that having one positive person in ur life can bring a lot of positivity in ur life..Thanks a lot for everything dear...
Nwzz sorry for expressing my love for u in the hospital..Had planned something different for that bt was way too scared ki sayad kahile vanna paudina jasto lagyo
Nwzz l don't Know how much time u(we) got... May be weeks or months or years Bt Whatever time is left we will make it Especial..
Get well soon n I know that u will be fine and strong n healthy preety quick.. U are my Hero..I do have a lots n lots of respect and appreciation for you..Love you Nautankii..
Endless love
My love for u is endlessssss
I'm sorry for being myself.... I think I'm the perfect
lier. Its not that I want to lie everytime but in untrodden way situation lend me to do so. I'm in relation since six years... My girl is
vastly educated then me even she have already pass out the
B.pharmacy whereas I hav not even clear my SLC. I had
told her everything about me but few months
back she had ignored me so badly that my tears roll over my chicks everytime, whenever i found myself alone. In
untrodden way i'm addicted to her. After
knowing the reason of being ignored my heart was
totally broken down into pieces because it was nor other then my
qualification. She said her family wont accept
me although she wants me to be her life partner. perhaps , she cant go
against her family either eloped with me coz she
belongs to chetri's family and i'm newar as well
as she belongs to well rich family where as i'm
not. Well i was too belongs to well rich family
of my hometown but after my father went
mentally disorder my relatives through us out
of house and take over our property. Now i'm
strugling for myself as well as for my two sister. That's why i was unable to my carry on my study.
Lets not talk about this shit.....
After her ignorence i was mentally stress. And
one day I texted her that I'm Er. Oh god!!!! why she
replied back to my text saying why dont you tell
me before. i really love you xucha.. i was again
broken coz she didnt lv me but my qualification..
Nyway she trusted me coz my english was good enough
and she was fond of my poetry too. She lv the way i write poems for her even in several
newspaper its been printed.. I tried holding on all I wanted was her to stay
I wanted her to love me as much as I did
bt she dragged me down... Nowadays she asks
me to show my certificate which i dont hav
actually... I really love her and i dont wanna lose
her but she gonna leave me very next day after
knowing the truth....
I dont know what should I do...
All i know is i want her to be mine.
lier. Its not that I want to lie everytime but in untrodden way situation lend me to do so. I'm in relation since six years... My girl is
vastly educated then me even she have already pass out the
B.pharmacy whereas I hav not even clear my SLC. I had
told her everything about me but few months
back she had ignored me so badly that my tears roll over my chicks everytime, whenever i found myself alone. In
untrodden way i'm addicted to her. After
knowing the reason of being ignored my heart was
totally broken down into pieces because it was nor other then my
qualification. She said her family wont accept
me although she wants me to be her life partner. perhaps , she cant go
against her family either eloped with me coz she
belongs to chetri's family and i'm newar as well
as she belongs to well rich family where as i'm
not. Well i was too belongs to well rich family
of my hometown but after my father went
mentally disorder my relatives through us out
of house and take over our property. Now i'm
strugling for myself as well as for my two sister. That's why i was unable to my carry on my study.
Lets not talk about this shit.....
After her ignorence i was mentally stress. And
one day I texted her that I'm Er. Oh god!!!! why she
replied back to my text saying why dont you tell
me before. i really love you xucha.. i was again
broken coz she didnt lv me but my qualification..
Nyway she trusted me coz my english was good enough
and she was fond of my poetry too. She lv the way i write poems for her even in several
newspaper its been printed.. I tried holding on all I wanted was her to stay
I wanted her to love me as much as I did
bt she dragged me down... Nowadays she asks
me to show my certificate which i dont hav
actually... I really love her and i dont wanna lose
her but she gonna leave me very next day after
knowing the truth....
I dont know what should I do...
All i know is i want her to be mine.
I wish i could put into words all my feelings
and i wish you guys would feel me. i hope u guys wud understand how i went alone through think n thin days..
and i wish you guys would feel me. i hope u guys wud understand how i went alone through think n thin days..
I never did mistake I thought I did once but I
was wrong......
was wrong......
Washroom story
aja 3/4 din vayo bf sanga hawa reason ma breakup gareko 8/9 month vathyo hola around ma uh sanga relation ma vako .. yo time ma kati jagada vayo kati... jahile breakup vaye ni at the end we used to be together.. sadhai aauthyo sorry vanna lai maile teato aja samma kei galti gareko chaena jasle garda xhai usle breakup dinu paros ali ali galti ma ni xodeko jasto garhtye ani he used to beg for sorry usko galti navayeni... ahile pani its not like usle matlap gardena he does, tries to convince me nachoda malai we both will have to regret vanera... hami duijana nai fb deactivate garera viber ma boltyo uslai man parthena koi le even hy veneko malai so maile ni usle vaneko maneko thiyee we were happy on our own crazzy little world .kasailo testo kei matlap hunthena... but asti euta kura ma maile breakup diye ekdam serious vako jasto garera.. ani pachi ta usle 1/2 month samma nakholeko usko fb activate garyo... ani euta kt sanga bolnu lagecha bholi palta dekhi nai tyo kt ni khoi kasto nature ko ho comment garnu parney re ekdui din boldai ma.. tyo ni jutti jasto garera... mero ta ani dimag tatnu lagyooo god i dnt know why these jealuosy kills aauda vaisakyo ..kahile ta navaneko bf lai ni ta ta ma ma garera karaye.... tyo kt lai ni aati vayera stop talking to him right now vaney man ta thena testo garnu but huney raicha.... tesai na tesai dukhi aatma jastooo vairachaaa
kasto k yo kta ani some ktis last yar... jina haram nai gardiyoo ni.... hajar bar i see her profile hola ramri cha tyo vayera jhan aauda hunchaa..... ma ni naramro chai haena hai feri tongue emoticon god friendds ma k garum. my boyfriend says lets sort it out we were so happy vanera ... maile jpt vanda ni malai ek sabda kei naramro vanena sunera basyo tmi nai vanyo boru aru bela kahile kahile ta vanthyooo..... ma chai sochchu aba ta tei sanga boldaima ma makkha humcha vanera ... tyo kt i hate her... nabola hai aba vanera ramro sanga vanda ni ma bolna jadena uh afai aaucha re GoD
long distance relation vayera ni natra ta vetera jhappad kaa jhappad hanthyeee tyo bf ho ki khate ho lai .. mero diamg kharab vayoooo help me please ma k garumm
kasto k yo kta ani some ktis last yar... jina haram nai gardiyoo ni.... hajar bar i see her profile hola ramri cha tyo vayera jhan aauda hunchaa..... ma ni naramro chai haena hai feri tongue emoticon god friendds ma k garum. my boyfriend says lets sort it out we were so happy vanera ... maile jpt vanda ni malai ek sabda kei naramro vanena sunera basyo tmi nai vanyo boru aru bela kahile kahile ta vanthyooo..... ma chai sochchu aba ta tei sanga boldaima ma makkha humcha vanera ... tyo kt i hate her... nabola hai aba vanera ramro sanga vanda ni ma bolna jadena uh afai aaucha re GoD
long distance relation vayera ni natra ta vetera jhappad kaa jhappad hanthyeee tyo bf ho ki khate ho lai .. mero diamg kharab vayoooo help me please ma k garumm
Love or lust
Are you in love or in lust? When it first happens, it’s easy to confuse thetwo. With both, you feel that you needthe person you’re in love or in lust with, that your life would be complete with that other person. When the feeling is reciprocated, you stand taller, prouder, head held higher, smiling so all the world can see the joy in your heart.When you’re first starting, the two, lust and love, are interchangeable. They both make you feel alive and give you that warm feeling deep inside. It doesn’t even have to be a physical attraction. You can fall in love or in lust with what the other person represents: success, power, intelligence, confidence, kindness, gentleness, ruthlessness and so on.With lust, it is more likely to happen much quicker, like love at first sight. When you’re with the other person, you feel the attraction, the deep longing to be with that person, the quickening of your heart, the sweaty palms, the light headiness. When you’re apart, you start to fantasize about that person. You create a whole new world and new events between the two of you. You create your own vision of that person, one that makes the other person greater than they really are.You’ll get the same feelings with love, but it usually takes longer. As you get to know the person over time,you start learning new things about them, noticing things you didn’t see before. Over time, you begin looking at that person differently. You begin thinking about that person more and more each day as time goes on. Rather than fantasize about imaginary encounters between you two, you visualize things the other person did which caught your attention. You remember things the other person said or did which made them unique.When you’re in love, you get the same deep longings, light headiness,quickening of the heart, but these occur when you’re away from the other person. When you’re together, you feel as though you can walk on water, you’re head is in the clouds. You begin to see the other person as who they really are, which only increases the attraction.This is love or lust in May.Over time, with lust, these feelings begin to fade away. You no longer get these feelings in August. Most never make it together till December, having gone their separate ways long before. Those who do last, no longer look at each other the same way, choosing to stay together out of necessity. With lust, others with the same qualities which attracted you earlier, begin to attract you. Your eyes and heart begin to wonder, looking for someone with the same qualities which you lust for. You will stay with the same person only as long as they have the qualities whichattracted you; beauty, power, success, confidence and so on. When these start to disappear, or someone comes along with more of these qualities, the distancing begins.With love, these feelings never fade away. They may weaken now and then, but come back just as strong as before. With love, the qualities which attracted you to the other person get more refined. They way the other person speaks, the things they say, the way they look at you with that glint in their eyes. These things grow stronger over time.When December rolls around, the couple that fell in love can still be seem holding hands, almost every time they’re together. They can still be seen flirting with each other, to thepoint that it makes others jealous. They can complete each others sentences, or sit together for hours ata time without saying a single word. Most importantly of all, they would each make sacrifices to ensure the others happiness. Each would gladlygive up something dear to their heart to make the other happy, in May and in December.
Interesting story
Once upon a time, there was a boy n a girl. One
day, they met on facebook. They talked n chatted
daily and became a very good fren. They shared
each n every happiness n sorrows wid each other .
Similarly, dayz were passing on like this..One day,
they jus decided to meet somewhere n they met.
Both were so happy to meet each other coz they
havent seen them in their real life .. And they
continued to meet n became very close fren. They
fight, joke, smile and cared for each other. They
used to talk for hours on mobile n chat till
midnight.
But,the boy started feeling for her coz gal cared
for him soo much. Whenever they became free,
they jus go n roam around . Boy was soo afraid to
tell her tht he liked her coz he was scared tht, he
might lose the good fren of him.
Boy was dying coz he couldnt express his feelings
soo, he decided to propose the gal. One day, the
boy tell everything tht he started liking her n loved
her soo much.. But the girl cried coz she had a
bitter past. She was dumped by her partner after 2
yrs relationship so, she was afraid to be in
relationship again.. She jus rejected the
proposal ..
But the boy keep on trying to convince the gal tht
his love is not fake n wanna make her life partner.
The gal was not convinced and told the boy to
leave her. After the boy proposed, the days were
not like before.. Everything was changed, there
was not closeness in frenship coz there is the
biggest obstacle called 'LOVE'.
Jus becoz gal rejected him, the boy was dying
inside, he doesnt know wht to do, either move on
or keep on trying .. One day, boy was soo frusted n
text her tht he cant live without her n cant see wid
anyone .. He really loved her soo much .. Boy also
know tht gal has interest on him n cared for him
soo much.
Unfortunately, boy lost his temper and he said tht
she was a coward n selfish person coz she is
afraid to fall in love n she just used him. The boy
txt her .. Good Bye Forever .. in angerness .. But
the gal was hurted soo much wid these words
spoken by boy. She thought tht boy jus ended the
frenship jus becoz she didnt accepted the
proposal .
After tht, gal neither receive the call frm boy nor
reply his any msg .. she jus ended all the
relations.. But boy was feeling soo sorry n guilty
tht he used such a harsh words to his fren for
whom he cared soo much . He said sorry for 100
times but the gal didnt forgive him n jus ignored
him.
Till now, the boy is feeling soo guilty n punishing
himself for his bad words which he shuldnt had
used. He had lost a best fren in search of the so
called love. Now, he is totally broken n He has
became a chain smoker n drunkard as well.
Neither he could eat nor sleep properly jus becoz
of guiltiness. But still hoping that one day his best
friend will forgive him and will be best fren as
before.
Frenship is alwayz greater than Love relations coz
we lose the person we love but, True Frenz
remains Forever ...
day, they met on facebook. They talked n chatted
daily and became a very good fren. They shared
each n every happiness n sorrows wid each other .
Similarly, dayz were passing on like this..One day,
they jus decided to meet somewhere n they met.
Both were so happy to meet each other coz they
havent seen them in their real life .. And they
continued to meet n became very close fren. They
fight, joke, smile and cared for each other. They
used to talk for hours on mobile n chat till
midnight.
But,the boy started feeling for her coz gal cared
for him soo much. Whenever they became free,
they jus go n roam around . Boy was soo afraid to
tell her tht he liked her coz he was scared tht, he
might lose the good fren of him.
Boy was dying coz he couldnt express his feelings
soo, he decided to propose the gal. One day, the
boy tell everything tht he started liking her n loved
her soo much.. But the girl cried coz she had a
bitter past. She was dumped by her partner after 2
yrs relationship so, she was afraid to be in
relationship again.. She jus rejected the
proposal ..
But the boy keep on trying to convince the gal tht
his love is not fake n wanna make her life partner.
The gal was not convinced and told the boy to
leave her. After the boy proposed, the days were
not like before.. Everything was changed, there
was not closeness in frenship coz there is the
biggest obstacle called 'LOVE'.
Jus becoz gal rejected him, the boy was dying
inside, he doesnt know wht to do, either move on
or keep on trying .. One day, boy was soo frusted n
text her tht he cant live without her n cant see wid
anyone .. He really loved her soo much .. Boy also
know tht gal has interest on him n cared for him
soo much.
Unfortunately, boy lost his temper and he said tht
she was a coward n selfish person coz she is
afraid to fall in love n she just used him. The boy
txt her .. Good Bye Forever .. in angerness .. But
the gal was hurted soo much wid these words
spoken by boy. She thought tht boy jus ended the
frenship jus becoz she didnt accepted the
proposal .
After tht, gal neither receive the call frm boy nor
reply his any msg .. she jus ended all the
relations.. But boy was feeling soo sorry n guilty
tht he used such a harsh words to his fren for
whom he cared soo much . He said sorry for 100
times but the gal didnt forgive him n jus ignored
him.
Till now, the boy is feeling soo guilty n punishing
himself for his bad words which he shuldnt had
used. He had lost a best fren in search of the so
called love. Now, he is totally broken n He has
became a chain smoker n drunkard as well.
Neither he could eat nor sleep properly jus becoz
of guiltiness. But still hoping that one day his best
friend will forgive him and will be best fren as
before.
Frenship is alwayz greater than Love relations coz
we lose the person we love but, True Frenz
remains Forever ...
Chit bro lov story
I was in a reln wid a girl . We two were so perfectly matched , everything between us was so genuine . We share each and everything between us . Before being in a reln , when we started liking each other , i shared abt my past with her and she too shared her past . Knowing each other's past we accept each other and fall in love , we were so madly in love , we found our happiness back that has been lost with our past . We understand each other so well , we had that trust and care for each other . We were one of the happiest couple and we believed that we are destined to be together . I was in love with her soul . We wanted to get married and rmised to be together , slowly we let it know in her family and in my family . There was a cultural difference between our family but i convinced both families and they accepted . After that we became more closer and attached . Evrything was perfect and we were happy until one day when the small misunderstanding in her family put some trouble in our reln . They don't wanted her to get married with me . In between this period , her past walked back in her life . He asked to met her for last time and she met with him . She always told me abt her reln wid him and how crazy he was and she also loved him truely but there was no trust in their reln so she walked away from that reln as he used to doubt her a lot , more than love there were arguments and fights, but her feelings for him was true . But i gave her that trust and love which she dreamed her whole life and she considered herself to be lucky that she have me in her life . After she met him , she was emotinally carried away . He was her 1st love but that love between them was madness , madness ran through her mind . Her family was opposing our reln and at the same time her past walked in her life and her that madness made her behaving rude with me . I talked with her mother and make her clear about that misunderstanding and i asked her mother to let me talk with her . From the beginning she used to tell me , she will never go against her family decision and me too . But i was sure i could handle that misunderstanding . Then i had a brief talk with her , she realized that she had done greatest mistake , she wanted to avoid problem with her past as he used to torture her which she used to tell me also . he convinced her to meet for last time as he was going away so she met him and she got trapped in past feelings . She told me after her family was opposing our reln and after she met him , he was like changed and so nice and even proposed her for marriage . She was trapped and she had thought of giving him a chnace . I was betrayed but she realized that was her mistake to get carried away with him , she realized that was just because of the madness .After she told me evrything , i realized she betrayed me because she was emotionally carried away with her 1st love . She confessed it was her mistake and after she did so much now she don't want to be in a reln . I realized i was betrayed not bcoz of her intentions but coz of her emotions , my love for her is true and he love for me was also true and yeah mistake happens in life but we should give one chance at least to the one whom we loved . She told me as we have that family indifference and our future is not sure and after being emotionally trapped she dont want any kind of reln now as she want to foucs her career . I told her that mistake happens and i forgive her coz we have that bond of trust with each other and she also confessed she broke my trust and she is guilty not to deserve and she told she cant love me like before . I know it is hard for her but i want to erase all this and continue our reln where we were so happy with each other . This was meant to happen so it happened , we should give one more chance to smile again . I will give u sometym to realizze the true love of ur life , and i know u might feel the guilt but its life and we should move on , i know each and evrything abt u so bebi i just want to say i will love you and care for u equally like before . Everyone should deserve one chance and so do you coz in true love there is alws forgiveness . I love you so much and knowing ur evrything i still accept u in my life . Please come back to me coz i wanna hold ur hand forever and wanna grow old with you .
I Love You Bebi
(Friends is my decision of giving her chance to realize as i felt i should give from my heart right or wrong ? Plz share ur experience and suggest me )
I Love You Bebi
(Friends is my decision of giving her chance to realize as i felt i should give from my heart right or wrong ? Plz share ur experience and suggest me )
DON’T LOVE ANY ONE UNLESS YOU MEAN IT
Bhannu parda without love teenage life is
unhappy.aauta kt sathi jaslai maile bhitri maan
dekhi maan paraye,usko boolne bani ra usko
muskan deekhi ma fida thiye.uslai maan paraunu
thaleko 15 din pachi uslai mile propose gare ra
usle ni accepted garin.bistarai hami 2 ko prem
chaldai gayo ra clz ko 50% lai hamro chakkar bare
thaavayo.hami 2 le ek arka sanga juni bitaune
bacha gareum.tesaile ek arka prati pura biswas
saat aagadi badeu.1 yr samma kunai physical
relation chai vayena tara pani ek arka sanga kunai
gunaso thiyena.2 yrs ni bityo patai bhayena tara
yo 2 yrs vitra ma chai physical relation 5 patak
bhayo.untl 2 yrs samma hamro maya ekarka ko
biswas ma aagi badi rayo.but ek din ko kura ho my
best frnd(sathi) told me usko arko bf ni 6
bhanera.usko yo kura sunera ma tenson ma pare
jasle malai yeti dherai maya gartiyo usle malai
yesari dookha dinchin bhanne socheko ni
thiyina.maya garthiye sarai uslai tesaile mero best
frnd lai usko kehi gatibidhi ma najar launu lai
bhane ra afu pani lage.gf sang bheet gare ra
gumauro ra sida tarikale bujne kosis gare ki aru ni
koi 6 ki timro maan ma bhanera,tara usle timi
bahek arulai soochnu ni sakdina bhandai biswas
dilayin.tara aafno best frnd ko kurale malai sadai
nirassapan ma dubai rahaanthiyo.ek din sathi le
ekasi park ma aiehaal bhandai ph garyo ra ma
kehi bermai tya puge.tya pugera herda aafno gf
arko kta sang aangamaal ma thiyin.side ma basera
ph lagaye ka chau bhanera,unle ma ghar mai chu
bg chu pachi cl gara la bhandithiyin tetikaima
maile pachdi farkera hera timi clear hunchau
bhandai ph kate.uni farkera pachadi herin malai
deekhin ra ekasi uthin.tara arko kta le dheekhnu
bhanda agadi ma tya bata hide.ma chahanna ki
public ma mero ni dhajja udos auta kt ko karan le
jo yesti chin.ma aakha bhari aasu pardai tya bata
sidai room aaye.mero yesto halat dekhera mero
sathi mero pachi pachi aayo ra malai samjhaunu
thalo.tara pani ma pagal jhai vitta ma tauko
bajarnu thale ra runu thale.mero yesto halat
dekhera mero sathi le anek tarikale samjhayo ra
kehi ber pachi malai halka banara sathi pani ghar
gayo.biteko tyo pal/ din samjhaera maan nirass
bhairayo,kehi garnai sooch audainathiyo.sathi gaye
pachi gf le dherai cal garin rcv garina dherai msg
garin sory aabo dekhai yesto galti kaile ni hudaina
bhandai tara pani kunai reply garnu uchit
thanina.tesaile unlai birsane sooch gare ra uni
sang kile samparka na garne nirnay gare.10 din
samma usko ph msg cntne aaie rayo tara ni wastai
garina.mero sathi sadai mero ghar aaune garthiyo
ra samjhaune garhthiyo malai. Really he was my
best frnd best bhanda ni best atinai best.jasle
malai reality face garayo.i heartly thank for
him.bistarai muskil le 12 maina bitaye ra purana
yaad harulai kehi haaad samma birsinu thale ra
aafno naya jivan suru gare aafno eklo sansar ma
ramaunu thale ra maya priti ko yo kheel dekhi tada
raye.maan lag6 gf banaunu tara pani bigat ko tyo
pana le jhaskai rahaan6 ra yo maya priti ko kheel
dekhi tada lagi din6.” tesaile sabai sathi haru lai
mero sano aanuroodh yo cha ki kasaile pani kasai
ko biswas mathi kheelbaad na garnu hola kinaki
after that kehi le sahi marga roojchan bhane kehi
le galat,hamro auta sano aaghat ani aabiswas le
garda.tesaile bhanchu “DON’T LOVE ANY ONE
UNLESS YOU MEAN IT”....................afterall
tapaiharu samu auta arko ni sano anurood raheko
6,,kina kehi teenagers ek bhanda badi gf/bf
banaunu ruchauchan,kina dherai jana sanga
physical relation raakhnu maan parau6n..kina?
unhappy.aauta kt sathi jaslai maile bhitri maan
dekhi maan paraye,usko boolne bani ra usko
muskan deekhi ma fida thiye.uslai maan paraunu
thaleko 15 din pachi uslai mile propose gare ra
usle ni accepted garin.bistarai hami 2 ko prem
chaldai gayo ra clz ko 50% lai hamro chakkar bare
thaavayo.hami 2 le ek arka sanga juni bitaune
bacha gareum.tesaile ek arka prati pura biswas
saat aagadi badeu.1 yr samma kunai physical
relation chai vayena tara pani ek arka sanga kunai
gunaso thiyena.2 yrs ni bityo patai bhayena tara
yo 2 yrs vitra ma chai physical relation 5 patak
bhayo.untl 2 yrs samma hamro maya ekarka ko
biswas ma aagi badi rayo.but ek din ko kura ho my
best frnd(sathi) told me usko arko bf ni 6
bhanera.usko yo kura sunera ma tenson ma pare
jasle malai yeti dherai maya gartiyo usle malai
yesari dookha dinchin bhanne socheko ni
thiyina.maya garthiye sarai uslai tesaile mero best
frnd lai usko kehi gatibidhi ma najar launu lai
bhane ra afu pani lage.gf sang bheet gare ra
gumauro ra sida tarikale bujne kosis gare ki aru ni
koi 6 ki timro maan ma bhanera,tara usle timi
bahek arulai soochnu ni sakdina bhandai biswas
dilayin.tara aafno best frnd ko kurale malai sadai
nirassapan ma dubai rahaanthiyo.ek din sathi le
ekasi park ma aiehaal bhandai ph garyo ra ma
kehi bermai tya puge.tya pugera herda aafno gf
arko kta sang aangamaal ma thiyin.side ma basera
ph lagaye ka chau bhanera,unle ma ghar mai chu
bg chu pachi cl gara la bhandithiyin tetikaima
maile pachdi farkera hera timi clear hunchau
bhandai ph kate.uni farkera pachadi herin malai
deekhin ra ekasi uthin.tara arko kta le dheekhnu
bhanda agadi ma tya bata hide.ma chahanna ki
public ma mero ni dhajja udos auta kt ko karan le
jo yesti chin.ma aakha bhari aasu pardai tya bata
sidai room aaye.mero yesto halat dekhera mero
sathi mero pachi pachi aayo ra malai samjhaunu
thalo.tara pani ma pagal jhai vitta ma tauko
bajarnu thale ra runu thale.mero yesto halat
dekhera mero sathi le anek tarikale samjhayo ra
kehi ber pachi malai halka banara sathi pani ghar
gayo.biteko tyo pal/ din samjhaera maan nirass
bhairayo,kehi garnai sooch audainathiyo.sathi gaye
pachi gf le dherai cal garin rcv garina dherai msg
garin sory aabo dekhai yesto galti kaile ni hudaina
bhandai tara pani kunai reply garnu uchit
thanina.tesaile unlai birsane sooch gare ra uni
sang kile samparka na garne nirnay gare.10 din
samma usko ph msg cntne aaie rayo tara ni wastai
garina.mero sathi sadai mero ghar aaune garthiyo
ra samjhaune garhthiyo malai. Really he was my
best frnd best bhanda ni best atinai best.jasle
malai reality face garayo.i heartly thank for
him.bistarai muskil le 12 maina bitaye ra purana
yaad harulai kehi haaad samma birsinu thale ra
aafno naya jivan suru gare aafno eklo sansar ma
ramaunu thale ra maya priti ko yo kheel dekhi tada
raye.maan lag6 gf banaunu tara pani bigat ko tyo
pana le jhaskai rahaan6 ra yo maya priti ko kheel
dekhi tada lagi din6.” tesaile sabai sathi haru lai
mero sano aanuroodh yo cha ki kasaile pani kasai
ko biswas mathi kheelbaad na garnu hola kinaki
after that kehi le sahi marga roojchan bhane kehi
le galat,hamro auta sano aaghat ani aabiswas le
garda.tesaile bhanchu “DON’T LOVE ANY ONE
UNLESS YOU MEAN IT”....................afterall
tapaiharu samu auta arko ni sano anurood raheko
6,,kina kehi teenagers ek bhanda badi gf/bf
banaunu ruchauchan,kina dherai jana sanga
physical relation raakhnu maan parau6n..kina?
To d person i considered my soulmate. . .
When u came into my life, i told myself i would lov u n never gonna hurt u .U were my bstfrn, my lop, n my
everything.untill one day, u came n said "im sick, im
afraid i cant stay wid u any longer." I refuse to belive
u at first but when i saw those tears fell down from ur
cheeks,it spells out the truth about how u really feel
inside.U were deeply hurt. . . . i know i was hurt too : ( . U cant even look straight into my eyes when u
said "it was too late." My life has changed at that
very moment, i just found myself on bended knees
yelling n asking "why?" I was down completely but i
had to be strong for u. . . untill the days has come for
us to say GOODBYE. I knew it, but i jst cant accept it. If only i knew that was the last time,i should have
held u and never let go. The kiss, whisper, n embrace
it was the last. . . . I can feel ur arms falling down
slowlyi knw u're gone. W e always thought our love
was enough for us to last.It was a sad ending. .. . its god's will. . . .I know u r happy now wherever u r, n m here im hurting broken. . . Those two long years,
its all gone now how can i forget? How can i start
over once again? I'm sorry if u see my life falling
apart. . i know i cant get u back n i want to b seeing u
for the rest of my life. Its more than a year now this
has been the longest year of my life. The most painful time i ever had. The sadness of the night brings back the days we had, the time u let go of me
n the moment dat i surrendered you. .. even silence
reminds me of all the sorrow,pain n my
hopelessness. Let me suffer in silence till i get over
u, slowly i can let u go n i will be me once again. I will
b keeping my promise. . . i will move on,but ull always b a part of me. Hear me say this, one last
time. . i have found the esseence of my life. I have
discovered a world that's so beautiful because of u, my love, my misery. . . . .Im letting go of u now. . . .its time to set myself free. .. . this is the
hardest thing i will do coz i still love u :'
afraid i cant stay wid u any longer." I refuse to belive
u at first but when i saw those tears fell down from ur
cheeks,it spells out the truth about how u really feel
inside.U were deeply hurt. . . . i know i was hurt too : ( . U cant even look straight into my eyes when u
said "it was too late." My life has changed at that
very moment, i just found myself on bended knees
yelling n asking "why?" I was down completely but i
had to be strong for u. . . untill the days has come for
us to say GOODBYE. I knew it, but i jst cant accept it. If only i knew that was the last time,i should have
held u and never let go. The kiss, whisper, n embrace
it was the last. . . . I can feel ur arms falling down
slowlyi knw u're gone. W e always thought our love
was enough for us to last.It was a sad ending. .. . its god's will. . . .I know u r happy now wherever u r, n m here im hurting broken. . . Those two long years,
its all gone now how can i forget? How can i start
over once again? I'm sorry if u see my life falling
apart. . i know i cant get u back n i want to b seeing u
for the rest of my life. Its more than a year now this
has been the longest year of my life. The most painful time i ever had. The sadness of the night brings back the days we had, the time u let go of me
n the moment dat i surrendered you. .. even silence
reminds me of all the sorrow,pain n my
hopelessness. Let me suffer in silence till i get over
u, slowly i can let u go n i will be me once again. I will
b keeping my promise. . . i will move on,but ull always b a part of me. Hear me say this, one last
time. . i have found the esseence of my life. I have
discovered a world that's so beautiful because of u, my love, my misery. . . . .Im letting go of u now. . . .its time to set myself free. .. . this is the
hardest thing i will do coz i still love u :'
21 yrs boy story
5 yrs ago,I was on class 11.It was Dec 24,yeah,still in my mind.My classmate girl proposed me.I though was nt willing to b relation bcz of her talent I accepted.Ma ramrari tyo kt sanga boleko ni thina,bt saathi le malai vanyo ki she loves u vanera n next day she proposed me.I was on full regret for what i did.bt after some daz bt things went well..Nd finally one month later we had date.I kissed her lips in 1st date,I feel ki I was in love aba.All things were going well.I was in deep love too.I promised her ki I wont leave her in my life,bt achamma laagxa she never told me such word though she proposed me.On dat mean tym mero family condition ni ramro thena,n she alws make on issue of my family n want to give brkup.She had attempt it for at least 5 times...Usko didi haru koi australia ,koi denmark,i think so she want prosperity on me.Malai laagxa,if she tried we culd make our reltn success bt ghar ma kei prblm vayexa ane she told abt me infront of her parents,oviously ni tym na aai kana kunai kura garyo vane,rezlt naramro nai hunxa..usle yo sochnu parni thio,talent thi,bt maturity thena jasto laagyo paxi.nd she came on crying,saying mero faily lai tmro barema vane,n they scold me.My family are unhappy rey kya,so brkup garum..aba ma k vannu twaaa pare..... tyo 5tH attempt thio tesko..n maile ok vannu bahek kei vanna sakina...tetikhera usle vaneko dialogue ni yaad xa"ta mero thau maa vaako vaye k garthis?" rey.....ma k ans dinu...she want to brokeup..usko aakha maa aasu thyo so malai k vanu k navanu vo..so tero happiness tesma xa vanera I left.but i loved her truly.even i still go thru her fb till now though she unfrend me..usko saathi sanga ni usko barema sodhxu..brkup paxi ko usko evry b'day ma wish garxu,bt she avoid it...... malai euta ques xa mind ma,Y she leave me,family ko kura liyera brk up dida paila maile nai samjayera patch up gareko the...so again family ko kura le brkup di..brkup vaisake paxi ni 1yr samma i tried to convince bt maandin marigaye pani....Usle propose gari tru luv ma maa feel vo n she left me....Hamro future xaina vanthi bt her little try culd change bt she was nt willing to do it.I still love her,bt I afraid to contact her,aba..I want her in my lyf bt I kno feri contact gare vane usle ignore nai garxe..........what suld I do?? n what love do u all call this,as??
Nyc story
I was just eight years old, but I had brought her down to her last frayed nerve. "I hate doing chores!" I yelled defiantly. My older sister was no better. "I hate doing homework!" she would whine incessantly.
My mother was finally fed up. She could have yelled at us and told us that sometimes, in life, you have to do things you hate. This would have made sense and probably is what most parents tell their kids. But my mother was different. She didn't handle things like most parents would. She was more creative.
My mother thought for a minute. Then she grabbed a couple pieces of paper and some pens. She said to us, "Ok, kids, over the next week, I want you to write down everything you hate, whether it's chores, or homework, or someone annoying at school. Anything at all. I am going to do the same thing, and we're going to go over our lists at the end of the week." We were a bit confused as to why we should do this, but we decided to do as she said.
By the end of the week, each of us had several pages of items. We had listed everything from "I hate school" to "I hate broccoli" and "I hate my classmate who broke my favorite pen." I suppose it was cathartic for all of us and I assumed that just writing these things down would be the end of this strange project my mother had designed. I was wrong.
After dinner at the end of the week, my mother took us to the beach and we made a small bonfire. I wasn't sure why we were doing this but I always loved bonfires, so I wasn't complaining. My mother brought chocolate and juices and crackers to make s'mores.
"Ok, now we're going to read out loud everything we hate!" my mother said with a gleeful smile. And so we did. It took a little while but we got through all of our "I hate" statements. That's when my mother did something shocking. Suddenly, she took our "I hate" lists and said, "Now we must let go of all this hate! This is too much hate to have in your hearts. You put your hates down on these papers, and now your hates are here. And now, they shall be gone!" With that, my mother threw our "I hate" lists into the bonfire.
We watched as the fire ate the papers. My mother beamed with joy, and all of a sudden I felt a great weight lifted. The hate was destroyed! The remarkable thing is that it really worked. In the time the followed, I didn't feel like complaining as much. I forgave others more easily. I was more at peace.
This listing and burning of "I hate" statements has become a tradition in my house. We do it every year and when the papers burn, we feast and s'mores and marvel in our hate-free lives. Now I think I will do the same thing with my children, and I hope they will do it with theirs. These many years later, whenever I hear the words "I hate," I immediately think of the fire and I burn them up. Hate is not a part of my life.
THE DARK KNIGHT
One day I won't just be here,
I shall belong here
I shall belong here
Squandering around out in this wilderness of the city, in a companion of unknown solitariness, feeling the jitters of being lonesome in the midst of crowd. Sounds like being paranoid, doesn't it? No paranoia to be fair, it’s what I've been going through. Sitting here devoid of ideas, not knowing what's going on around, feeling hard to breathe in the air of this fanatic city. Every time I try to be part of the crowd, a little voice in me yells that I don’t belong here, I don’t belong in this crowd. That's how life is!
I look up to people around me, people that are part of these crowd, people I've termed as getting inspiration from. I see them with their stature, charisma, designation. I see them with a sense of belonging to this crowd. The people that hold their own distinctive ground in this gruesome crowd and are applauded for that. I see them getting praised around for their intellectuality, respected for their deeds and keenly attended. The fact is they didn’t get that by birth, but by virtue of earned respect and character. They have earned the right to come up here as prominent rhetorician and put forth their views, share their conscience.
Hereby I am, stuck in a maze, trying to figure the way out. Living up with the respect dented apart. Doing my bit of soul searching to garner any sort of pride left. Should I react or should I respond? I too want that bit of respect for myself .I too want to be the part of the crowd. I too want to sense the feel of belonging to the very nature of the crowd.
Deep within me, I know that I have dreams not schemes. Maybe one day I won't just be here to show my mere physical presence but because I too belong to this very crowd. Maybe one day I shall have a sense of respect for myself earned and intact, my intellectual nature applauded, my words listened keenly, the whole of me belonging here. The little voice in me this time yells that “One day I won’t just be here, I shall belong here”. Maybe one day!
Maybe that one day, a young guy would look up to me and feel the same way I felt today, would come up and write the same very words as I've written down, would keep hands on his heart and take the same oath as me and say yeah I too want to earn that bit of respect, aura, charisma and designation like him. Maybe one day!
fake love caught
"Mero fren ko usko bf sanga break up vayo. Kta le nai chodeko thyo. For sometime she was in grief. But paxi she got over it. She has a bf now and they are happy and i hope they will remain the same.
Kura k ho vane, break up vako kei time paxi usko ex bf ko ni gf vayo but paxi kt le chod diyo. Then he tried to come back. But my fren was already committed. Jhagada parla jasto vayo so i came in between. Maile tyo kta lai samjhaye. Now it was not possible for her to come back to him. He was the one who left her and she is with someone else now.
But he was depressed. Maile samjhaune kosis gare ani he asked for my phone number. He said he was depressed and my words were comforting so he wanted to call me whenever he feels sad. Maile number diye coz he was looking depressed and help gardai ma k janxa ra.
He started to call me saying he was sad and sick of life and all. I never liked him for leaving my friend but he was depressed, atleast i was convinced that he was depressed so i helped him.
He started to call me late at night. I hate it when people call me late at night. So i told him not to do so,but he never listened. I was annoyed.
One night he calls me and all of a sudden he tells me that he loves me. Maile no nai vane ra clear gare ki i was not interested in him and was only helping him to overcome his depression.
Arko din usle mero colz bahira ayera propose garyo feri and again i cleared that i don't have feelings for him.
Tyo din clz ma mero fren(kta ko ex) le vanyo ki maybe i was giving him wrong impression ani he fell for me coz i was talking to him.
Maile ni soche ki sayed merai galti thiyo but i was just trying to help. I saw a pic of him or his wrist with many cuts the next day on fb. He called me and told me that it was for me. I was in dilemma. I wasted my whole day looking at that pic and thinking.
After some days he came to meet me outside clz and was ranting the same thing. I noticed his arm and there were no cut marks. Even if it was not so deep cut, the mark stays for sometime and there his arm was clean, no cut marks. I didn't say anything coz maybe he didn't want to cut and thats good.
But he lied and i was suspious. I wanted to know what was on his mind. I didn't want him to take wrong hints so i was not talking to him. But i wanted to know if he was true coz only feeling i had for him was sympathy and i wanted to know if he was worth it or not.
So, i hacked his fb account. His email id was not real so i was able to hack his account. I checked his chat history and found out some shocking truths. He was never in love with me. He figured out that he was not getting his ex back so he was timepassing wid me. Usko sathiharu sanga mero barema kura vako raixa. I was stupid to help him. And it was good that i found out earlier natra love parna k ber. Sympathy garda garda love nai parna sakthyo ni. How can someone fake it? Euta payena vanera arko lai ghumaune. Ma vane mero galti ho vanera basirako the. Huna ta merai galti ho. I confronted him and he was sorry for his acts. That was it, i never spoke to him after that.
Now i have to think 100 times before trusting someone. "
But he was depressed. Maile samjhaune kosis gare ani he asked for my phone number. He said he was depressed and my words were comforting so he wanted to call me whenever he feels sad. Maile number diye coz he was looking depressed and help gardai ma k janxa ra.
He started to call me saying he was sad and sick of life and all. I never liked him for leaving my friend but he was depressed, atleast i was convinced that he was depressed so i helped him.
He started to call me late at night. I hate it when people call me late at night. So i told him not to do so,but he never listened. I was annoyed.
One night he calls me and all of a sudden he tells me that he loves me. Maile no nai vane ra clear gare ki i was not interested in him and was only helping him to overcome his depression.
Arko din usle mero colz bahira ayera propose garyo feri and again i cleared that i don't have feelings for him.
Tyo din clz ma mero fren(kta ko ex) le vanyo ki maybe i was giving him wrong impression ani he fell for me coz i was talking to him.
Maile ni soche ki sayed merai galti thiyo but i was just trying to help. I saw a pic of him or his wrist with many cuts the next day on fb. He called me and told me that it was for me. I was in dilemma. I wasted my whole day looking at that pic and thinking.
After some days he came to meet me outside clz and was ranting the same thing. I noticed his arm and there were no cut marks. Even if it was not so deep cut, the mark stays for sometime and there his arm was clean, no cut marks. I didn't say anything coz maybe he didn't want to cut and thats good.
But he lied and i was suspious. I wanted to know what was on his mind. I didn't want him to take wrong hints so i was not talking to him. But i wanted to know if he was true coz only feeling i had for him was sympathy and i wanted to know if he was worth it or not.
So, i hacked his fb account. His email id was not real so i was able to hack his account. I checked his chat history and found out some shocking truths. He was never in love with me. He figured out that he was not getting his ex back so he was timepassing wid me. Usko sathiharu sanga mero barema kura vako raixa. I was stupid to help him. And it was good that i found out earlier natra love parna k ber. Sympathy garda garda love nai parna sakthyo ni. How can someone fake it? Euta payena vanera arko lai ghumaune. Ma vane mero galti ho vanera basirako the. Huna ta merai galti ho. I confronted him and he was sorry for his acts. That was it, i never spoke to him after that.
Now i have to think 100 times before trusting someone. "
Love make life hella
yo lov vanne kura pani k hola? mero life nai hell banai deko theyo ek choti...
11 class ma huda euta kta last paxi lagthyo, manxe herda chahe handsom theyo bt dhani bau ko eklo choro, paisale mattiyeko, smoke garne, sangat pani testai, padai ma zero, almost useless fellow .....
lastai crazy theyo ek choti hat katera name pani lekhya theyo(1st letter)....yeti dherai maya garda ni k bhau khojeko hola vanera sab le malai nai naramro vane...dashain tihar ko vacation paxi ramro sanga kura gare tyo sanga aani smoke xodera ramro manxe banxu vanyo aani maile yes vane.....
.kukur ko pucchar 12 maina samma dhungro ma rakheni bango ko bango vane jastai k sudrithyo ra ultai merai life hell jastai banayo..
clz ma koi kta haru sanga bolna na hune incase koi kta sanga padai kai barema kura gareni jhagada garna jane......class ma tai sanga matra basna parne....aafu chahe sab kt sanga bolera jiskera basne maile chahe koi sanga bolnu pani na hune...kasaile malai herna pani nahune...uffff...
clz bus student ma aaba bus pani chadna nahunere aaru kta le herxan re taivara jaile lina aaune ra gar puraidine garthyo..
clz ma theyo nai skirt aaba teska lage pant ka khojna janu...skirt launa na hune...fb ma kasaile cute ya kunai ramro cmnt garya xa vane tharkai dine...kati strict ho...
yeti strict ta mero garma pani gardainan eklo chori padai ma pani ramro sable maya garne clz ma pani one of de bst student...tesle garda sathe haru sab tada vaye...jabo 2 maina relation ma baseko dherai barsa dekhe tym nai stop vako jasto feel vayo..jail ma base jastai lagthyo...1st term ma clz 2nd vako manxema 2nd term ma 8th position ma jhare...dukha lagyo...tyo sanga relation ma basera future nai barbad ta hune haina jasto lagyo aani brk up diye....ka sajilai manne manxe thiyo ra...fb ma block hani diye, no. change garidiye..dhanna gar dekhako thena bich bato ma pugesi tai ho vanera jharera janthe....
11 ko board pre board ko exm ra bida le garda teti dukha dena...aajai ek barsa theyo tyo sanga padnu parne kasari clz jane vanera tension lagera thyo...computer class ko 2ta section theyo..principal lai vanera section change gare...teacher kai around basna thale..leisure period vayo vane teacher room gayer teacher sanga discuss garera basthe...
yesari distance maintain gare at last clas ma aayera timi khusi hunxau vane ma timro paxi lagdina bt I lov u vanera white board ma lekhera gayo...
khusi vaye...12 pani sakiyo
aaile tyo aafno bato ma aafno bato...life ma kaile lov gardina vanera kan samate..
aaile 2nd year ma xu bf banako xaina dherai khusi xu..lov garda pani gardina...bf vanda sathe harunai thek xa kamse kam friendship ma kunai condition ta hudaina, kuni criteria ta hudaina...
11 class ma huda euta kta last paxi lagthyo, manxe herda chahe handsom theyo bt dhani bau ko eklo choro, paisale mattiyeko, smoke garne, sangat pani testai, padai ma zero, almost useless fellow .....
lastai crazy theyo ek choti hat katera name pani lekhya theyo(1st letter)....yeti dherai maya garda ni k bhau khojeko hola vanera sab le malai nai naramro vane...dashain tihar ko vacation paxi ramro sanga kura gare tyo sanga aani smoke xodera ramro manxe banxu vanyo aani maile yes vane.....
.kukur ko pucchar 12 maina samma dhungro ma rakheni bango ko bango vane jastai k sudrithyo ra ultai merai life hell jastai banayo..
clz ma koi kta haru sanga bolna na hune incase koi kta sanga padai kai barema kura gareni jhagada garna jane......class ma tai sanga matra basna parne....aafu chahe sab kt sanga bolera jiskera basne maile chahe koi sanga bolnu pani na hune...kasaile malai herna pani nahune...uffff...
clz bus student ma aaba bus pani chadna nahunere aaru kta le herxan re taivara jaile lina aaune ra gar puraidine garthyo..
clz ma theyo nai skirt aaba teska lage pant ka khojna janu...skirt launa na hune...fb ma kasaile cute ya kunai ramro cmnt garya xa vane tharkai dine...kati strict ho...
yeti strict ta mero garma pani gardainan eklo chori padai ma pani ramro sable maya garne clz ma pani one of de bst student...tesle garda sathe haru sab tada vaye...jabo 2 maina relation ma baseko dherai barsa dekhe tym nai stop vako jasto feel vayo..jail ma base jastai lagthyo...1st term ma clz 2nd vako manxema 2nd term ma 8th position ma jhare...dukha lagyo...tyo sanga relation ma basera future nai barbad ta hune haina jasto lagyo aani brk up diye....ka sajilai manne manxe thiyo ra...fb ma block hani diye, no. change garidiye..dhanna gar dekhako thena bich bato ma pugesi tai ho vanera jharera janthe....
11 ko board pre board ko exm ra bida le garda teti dukha dena...aajai ek barsa theyo tyo sanga padnu parne kasari clz jane vanera tension lagera thyo...computer class ko 2ta section theyo..principal lai vanera section change gare...teacher kai around basna thale..leisure period vayo vane teacher room gayer teacher sanga discuss garera basthe...
yesari distance maintain gare at last clas ma aayera timi khusi hunxau vane ma timro paxi lagdina bt I lov u vanera white board ma lekhera gayo...
khusi vaye...12 pani sakiyo
aaile tyo aafno bato ma aafno bato...life ma kaile lov gardina vanera kan samate..
aaile 2nd year ma xu bf banako xaina dherai khusi xu..lov garda pani gardina...bf vanda sathe harunai thek xa kamse kam friendship ma kunai condition ta hudaina, kuni criteria ta hudaina...
Sad story
I left the chemist shop having bought my medicine. As I was looking for a taxi to go room, I noticed an old man crouched under an electric pole outside the shop.
It was dusk time so he was not clearly visible. He was clutching an old bag containing rags, probably his only belongings. His streched-out arm showed some coins in his palm. Obviously, he was seeking alms!
Initially, I thought the season's cold had driven him into the corner. Or, maybe he was hiding from the police. Then I thought that the man was probably sick and had tried to persuade the chemist to give him some medicine free of cost. So, the exasperated poor man lodged himself in the corner.
I observed him for a few minutes and concluded that in any case he needed help. I dug my hand into my pocket and decided to hand over to him whatever currency note came into my hand. It turned out to be a Rs 50 note. I hesitated for a moment and placed it in his palm.
The man looked at the note and then at me bewilderment. Normally, people throw coins towards him but here he saw a currency note. "God bless you. You're an angel" he mumbled in English pointing to the note. This time he surprised me with his accent. On my request, he followed me to a secluded but well lit place on a side street.
I asked him his name. He replied "pls don't ask me that. It embrasses m. You may call me Mr X." He wouldn't give me his address either. The man also refused to identify members of his family. For several moments, he looked into my eyes intently as if he was suspecting my bonafides and wanted to be sure that he was talking to a genuine well wisher.
He command of the English language and his diction did not gel with his tattered clothes. The man who looked like a "begger" which he was not, stumped me and raised my quisitiveness.
A few pressing questions brought out the agonizing facts of his life. He turned out to be one of the many elderly persons who had enjoyed a fairly good life growing up but had to go through all kinds of suffering in their older years!
Mr X, too, had a reasonably good upbringing and schooling. He went to convent school, then to university and got a senior position in a semi govt organization.
He was earning a handsome salary but led a simple life himself to save substantially for his children- two sons and a daughter. Mr X immensely loved his daughter on whose marriage he spent lavishly and gave costly gifts. The sons were given the best possible education that earned them lucrative jobs in the private sector as well as attractive marriage proposals that fructified.
Mr X used a bank loan to finance a big two-section house in a prime locality that he said he would bequeath to his sons.
He wanted the joint family to stay in their old house for sentimental reasons. But the sons and their wives rose in revolt against family head's wishes.
He wanted the joint family to stay in their old house for sentimental reasons. But the sons and their wives rose in revolt against family head's wishes.
They were in a great hurry to multiply the wealth they would have otherwise inherited after the old man's death.
The man who remained ill-fed and ill-clad to save for his children was now getting targeted. He became and irritant in his own home in which the old man was losing control.
Family tensions weighed heavily on the health of Mr X's wife, a no-non-sense lady. Her sons and daughters-in-law did not find spending money on her failing health worthwhile. She died of shock and ill treatment, leaving her husband to bear the burnt alone.
One day, Mr X was made to vacate his bedroom and stay in the maid's room. But at night he choose to move out of his house for good and stay in street corners where I had found him begging.
As he narrated this, he sobbed and saluted in the air. I looked at him in surprise. He mumbled "while leaving my place I had salute my house and said goodbye to it. I will do it till my death, wherever I am and whenever I am reminded of it!!"
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