Strange feeling

Have u ever felt that strange moment in ur life where u feel like Yes,this is it ,that's what I exactly want in my life,thats the very person,that's the very care,love,attention that i always dream of having,that's the very inspiring person that I Wanted in my life who's gonna accept me with all my flaws ,the mistakes that i have done n shall love the real me.
Believe me, I found that very person that man of my dream and that most amazing person who is just down to the earth and the most inspiring person that I have ever met and heard about in my life.. 
One could get no words to describe how u feel when u get to know that u are the first person ,that very top one on his priority list and is really important in his life and yes u are that much valuable in that person's life that he is breathing for u with ur name saying "My dear every single breath I am having is for you,Every single pain I am bearing is for U..He is in fact lying in the bed of Hospital with the hope of living..living the life that we both have dream about..
And for the first time ever I Have felt being overloaded with the happiness and grief all at the same time..
I still remember the day when that (not ought to think ) thinking came into my mind all of sudden on the very 3rd day of our talk that yes,he is the guy that i want to marry,that i want to love,that i want to be the father of our kids and was Jst dreaming on n on..
It's not that U r the first guy i fell in love with...yep i admit I liked couple other guys n was in relation too Bt had never got such feeling of getting married ,have a family n all those..
I feel like i have got some inner connection with you..I feel like may be no one has been able to feel ur long way struggle to the success, more than I do.Just ur one expression and could tell you what are u upto in ur thoughts.I never loved you any more then I do, right this second..
I love you more than I love Shahrukh. hehe...Sorry jst kidding...I love you wayyy to much..
U know hamroo sabb kura match huncha k almost everything je kura ma pani..We both are a song lover,nature lover,tyo beach,sunset,sunrise,tyo sky ,tyo stars,tyo halka chiso hawa,tyo moon ,tyo sea,river,lake ya falls and tmi n ma nthg else..
U are that person who gave me the positive vibes,who told me yes u r perfect ,u are beautiful do whatever u want to do ,never loose the self confidence in you and never get afraid while expressing ur things in front of people..U gave me respect,U were thr to listen my words n gave me enough suggestions whenever i felt low..U understand my each and every single things.I really feel so much comfortable with you..Thankss a lot for that..I never knew that having one positive person in ur life can bring a lot of positivity in ur life..Thanks a lot for everything dear...
Nwzz sorry for expressing my love for u in the hospital..Had planned something different for that bt was way too scared ki sayad kahile vanna paudina jasto lagyo 
Nwzz l don't Know how much time u(we) got... May be weeks or months or years Bt Whatever time is left we will make it Especial..
Get well soon n I know that u will be fine and strong n healthy preety quick.. U are my Hero..I do have a lots n lots of respect and appreciation for you..Love you Nautankii..

Endless love

My love for u is endlessssss

I'm sorry for being myself.... I think I'm the perfect
lier. Its not that I want to lie everytime but in untrodden way situation lend me to do so. I'm in relation since six years... My girl is
vastly educated then me even she have already pass out the
B.pharmacy whereas I hav not even clear my SLC. I had
told her everything about me but few months
back she had ignored me so badly that my tears roll over my chicks everytime, whenever i found myself alone. In
untrodden way i'm addicted to her. After
knowing the reason of being ignored my heart was
totally broken down into pieces because it was nor other then my
qualification. She said her family wont accept
me although she wants me to be her life partner. perhaps , she cant go
against her family either eloped with me coz she
belongs to chetri's family and i'm newar as well
as she belongs to well rich family where as i'm
not. Well i was too belongs to well rich family
of my hometown but after my father went
mentally disorder my relatives through us out
of house and take over our property. Now i'm
strugling for myself as well as for my two sister. That's why i was unable to my carry on my study.
Lets not talk about this shit.....
After her ignorence i was mentally stress. And
one day I texted her that I'm Er. Oh god!!!! why she
replied back to my text saying why dont you tell
me before. i really love you xucha.. i was again
broken coz she didnt lv me but my qualification..
Nyway she trusted me coz my english was good enough
and she was fond of my poetry too. She lv the way i write poems for her even in several
newspaper its been printed.. I tried holding on all I wanted was her to stay
I wanted her to love me as much as I did
bt she dragged me down... Nowadays she asks
me to show my certificate which i dont hav
actually... I really love her and i dont wanna lose
her but she gonna leave me very next day after
knowing the truth....
I dont know what should I do...
All i know is i want her to be mine.

I wish i could put into words all my feelings
and i wish you guys would feel me. i hope u guys wud understand how i went alone through think n thin days..

I never did mistake I thought I did once but I
was wrong......

Washroom story

aja 3/4 din vayo bf sanga hawa reason ma breakup gareko 8/9 month vathyo hola around ma uh sanga relation ma vako .. yo time ma kati jagada vayo kati... jahile breakup vaye ni at the end we used to be together.. sadhai aauthyo sorry vanna lai maile teato aja samma kei galti gareko chaena jasle garda xhai usle breakup dinu paros ali ali galti ma ni xodeko jasto garhtye ani he used to beg for sorry usko galti navayeni... ahile pani its not like usle matlap gardena he does, tries to convince me nachoda malai we both will have to regret vanera... hami duijana nai fb deactivate garera viber ma boltyo uslai man parthena koi le even hy veneko malai so maile ni usle vaneko maneko thiyee we were happy on our own crazzy little world .kasailo testo kei matlap hunthena... but asti euta kura ma maile breakup diye ekdam serious vako jasto garera.. ani pachi ta usle 1/2 month samma nakholeko usko fb activate garyo... ani euta kt sanga bolnu lagecha bholi palta dekhi nai tyo kt ni khoi kasto nature ko ho comment garnu parney re ekdui din boldai ma.. tyo ni jutti jasto garera... mero ta ani dimag tatnu lagyooo god i dnt know why these jealuosy kills aauda vaisakyo ..kahile ta navaneko bf lai ni ta ta ma ma garera karaye.... tyo kt lai ni aati vayera stop talking to him right now vaney man ta thena testo garnu but huney raicha.... tesai na tesai dukhi aatma jastooo vairachaaa
kasto k yo kta ani some ktis last yar... jina haram nai gardiyoo ni.... hajar bar i see her profile hola ramri cha tyo vayera jhan aauda hunchaa..... ma ni naramro chai haena hai feri tongue emoticon god friendds ma k garum. my boyfriend says lets sort it out we were so happy vanera ... maile jpt vanda ni malai ek sabda kei naramro vanena sunera basyo tmi nai vanyo boru aru bela kahile kahile ta vanthyooo..... ma chai sochchu aba ta tei sanga boldaima ma makkha humcha vanera ... tyo kt i hate her... nabola hai aba vanera ramro sanga vanda ni ma bolna jadena uh afai aaucha re GoD
long distance relation vayera ni natra ta vetera jhappad kaa jhappad hanthyeee tyo bf ho ki khate ho lai .. mero diamg kharab vayoooo help me please ma k garumm

Love or lust

Are you in love or in lust? When it first happens, it’s easy to confuse thetwo. With both, you feel that you needthe person you’re in love or in lust with, that your life would be complete with that other person. When the feeling is reciprocated, you stand taller, prouder, head held higher, smiling so all the world can see the joy in your heart.When you’re first starting, the two, lust and love, are interchangeable. They both make you feel alive and give you that warm feeling deep inside. It doesn’t even have to be a physical attraction. You can fall in love or in lust with what the other person represents: success, power, intelligence, confidence, kindness, gentleness, ruthlessness and so on.With lust, it is more likely to happen much quicker, like love at first sight. When you’re with the other person, you feel the attraction, the deep longing to be with that person, the quickening of your heart, the sweaty palms, the light headiness. When you’re apart, you start to fantasize about that person. You create a whole new world and new events between the two of you. You create your own vision of that person, one that makes the other person greater than they really are.You’ll get the same feelings with love, but it usually takes longer. As you get to know the person over time,you start learning new things about them, noticing things you didn’t see before. Over time, you begin looking at that person differently. You begin thinking about that person more and more each day as time goes on. Rather than fantasize about imaginary encounters between you two, you visualize things the other person did which caught your attention. You remember things the other person said or did which made them unique.When you’re in love, you get the same deep longings, light headiness,quickening of the heart, but these occur when you’re away from the other person. When you’re together, you feel as though you can walk on water, you’re head is in the clouds. You begin to see the other person as who they really are, which only increases the attraction.This is love or lust in May.Over time, with lust, these feelings begin to fade away. You no longer get these feelings in August. Most never make it together till December, having gone their separate ways long before. Those who do last, no longer look at each other the same way, choosing to stay together out of necessity. With lust, others with the same qualities which attracted you earlier, begin to attract you. Your eyes and heart begin to wonder, looking for someone with the same qualities which you lust for. You will stay with the same person only as long as they have the qualities whichattracted you; beauty, power, success, confidence and so on. When these start to disappear, or someone comes along with more of these qualities, the distancing begins.With love, these feelings never fade away. They may weaken now and then, but come back just as strong as before. With love, the qualities which attracted you to the other person get more refined. They way the other person speaks, the things they say, the way they look at you with that glint in their eyes. These things grow stronger over time.When December rolls around, the couple that fell in love can still be seem holding hands, almost every time they’re together. They can still be seen flirting with each other, to thepoint that it makes others jealous. They can complete each others sentences, or sit together for hours ata time without saying a single word. Most importantly of all, they would each make sacrifices to ensure the others happiness. Each would gladlygive up something dear to their heart to make the other happy, in May and in December.

Interesting story

Once upon a time, there was a boy n a girl. One
day, they met on facebook. They talked n chatted
daily and became a very good fren. They shared
each n every happiness n sorrows wid each other .
Similarly, dayz were passing on like this..One day,
they jus decided to meet somewhere n they met.
Both were so happy to meet each other coz they
havent seen them in their real life .. And they
continued to meet n became very close fren. They
fight, joke, smile and cared for each other. They
used to talk for hours on mobile n chat till
midnight.
But,the boy started feeling for her coz gal cared
for him soo much. Whenever they became free,
they jus go n roam around . Boy was soo afraid to
tell her tht he liked her coz he was scared tht, he
might lose the good fren of him.
Boy was dying coz he couldnt express his feelings
soo, he decided to propose the gal. One day, the
boy tell everything tht he started liking her n loved
her soo much.. But the girl cried coz she had a
bitter past. She was dumped by her partner after 2
yrs relationship so, she was afraid to be in
relationship again.. She jus rejected the
proposal ..
But the boy keep on trying to convince the gal tht
his love is not fake n wanna make her life partner.
The gal was not convinced and told the boy to
leave her. After the boy proposed, the days were
not like before.. Everything was changed, there
was not closeness in frenship coz there is the
biggest obstacle called 'LOVE'.
Jus becoz gal rejected him, the boy was dying
inside, he doesnt know wht to do, either move on
or keep on trying .. One day, boy was soo frusted n
text her tht he cant live without her n cant see wid
anyone .. He really loved her soo much .. Boy also
know tht gal has interest on him n cared for him
soo much.
Unfortunately, boy lost his temper and he said tht
she was a coward n selfish person coz she is
afraid to fall in love n she just used him. The boy
txt her .. Good Bye Forever .. in angerness .. But
the gal was hurted soo much wid these words
spoken by boy. She thought tht boy jus ended the
frenship jus becoz she didnt accepted the
proposal .
After tht, gal neither receive the call frm boy nor
reply his any msg .. she jus ended all the
relations.. But boy was feeling soo sorry n guilty
tht he used such a harsh words to his fren for
whom he cared soo much . He said sorry for 100
times but the gal didnt forgive him n jus ignored
him.
Till now, the boy is feeling soo guilty n punishing
himself for his bad words which he shuldnt had
used. He had lost a best fren in search of the so
called love. Now, he is totally broken n He has
became a chain smoker n drunkard as well.
Neither he could eat nor sleep properly jus becoz
of guiltiness. But still hoping that one day his best
friend will forgive him and will be best fren as
before.
Frenship is alwayz greater than Love relations coz
we lose the person we love but, True Frenz
remains Forever ...

Chit bro lov story

I was in a reln wid a girl . We two were so perfectly matched , everything between us was so genuine . We share each and everything between us . Before being in a reln , when we started liking each other , i shared abt my past with her and she too shared her past . Knowing each other's past we accept each other and fall in love , we were so madly in love , we found our happiness back that has been lost with our past . We understand each other so well , we had that trust and care for each other . We were one of the happiest couple and we believed that we are destined to be together . I was in love with her soul . We wanted to get married and rmised to be together , slowly we let it know in her family and in my family . There was a cultural difference between our family but i convinced both families and they accepted . After that we became more closer and attached . Evrything was perfect and we were happy until one day when the small misunderstanding in her family put some trouble in our reln . They don't wanted her to get married with me . In between this period , her past walked back in her life . He asked to met her for last time and she met with him . She always told me abt her reln wid him and how crazy he was and she also loved him truely but there was no trust in their reln so she walked away from that reln as he used to doubt her a lot , more than love there were arguments and fights, but her feelings for him was true . But i gave her that trust and love which she dreamed her whole life and she considered herself to be lucky that she have me in her life . After she met him , she was emotinally carried away . He was her 1st love but that love between them was madness , madness ran through her mind . Her family was opposing our reln and at the same time her past walked in her life and her that madness made her behaving rude with me . I talked with her mother and make her clear about that misunderstanding and i asked her mother to let me talk with her . From the beginning she used to tell me , she will never go against her family decision and me too . But i was sure i could handle that misunderstanding . Then i had a brief talk with her , she realized that she had done greatest mistake , she wanted to avoid problem with her past as he used to torture her which she used to tell me also . he convinced her to meet for last time as he was going away so she met him and she got trapped in past feelings . She told me after her family was opposing our reln and after she met him , he was like changed and so nice and even proposed her for marriage . She was trapped and she had thought of giving him a chnace . I was betrayed but she realized that was her mistake to get carried away with him , she realized that was just because of the madness .After she told me evrything , i realized she betrayed me because she was emotionally carried away with her 1st love . She confessed it was her mistake and after she did so much now she don't want to be in a reln . I realized i was betrayed not bcoz of her intentions but coz of her emotions , my love for her is true and he love for me was also true and yeah mistake happens in life but we should give one chance at least to the one whom we loved . She told me as we have that family indifference and our future is not sure and after being emotionally trapped she dont want any kind of reln now as she want to foucs her career . I told her that mistake happens and i forgive her coz we have that bond of trust with each other and she also confessed she broke my trust and she is guilty not to deserve and she told she cant love me like before . I know it is hard for her but i want to erase all this and continue our reln where we were so happy with each other . This was meant to happen so it happened , we should give one more chance to smile again . I will give u sometym to realizze the true love of ur life , and i know u might feel the guilt but its life and we should move on , i know each and evrything abt u so bebi i just want to say i will love you and care for u equally like before . Everyone should deserve one chance and so do you coz in true love there is alws forgiveness . I love you so much and knowing ur evrything i still accept u in my life . Please come back to me coz i wanna hold ur hand forever and wanna grow old with you . 
I Love You Bebi
(Friends is my decision of giving her chance to realize as i felt i should give from my heart right or wrong ? Plz share ur experience and suggest me )

DON’T LOVE ANY ONE UNLESS YOU MEAN IT

Bhannu parda without love teenage life is
unhappy.aauta kt sathi jaslai maile bhitri maan
dekhi maan paraye,usko boolne bani ra usko
muskan deekhi ma fida thiye.uslai maan paraunu
thaleko 15 din pachi uslai mile propose gare ra
usle ni accepted garin.bistarai hami 2 ko prem
chaldai gayo ra clz ko 50% lai hamro chakkar bare
thaavayo.hami 2 le ek arka sanga juni bitaune
bacha gareum.tesaile ek arka prati pura biswas
saat aagadi badeu.1 yr samma kunai physical
relation chai vayena tara pani ek arka sanga kunai
gunaso thiyena.2 yrs ni bityo patai bhayena tara
yo 2 yrs vitra ma chai physical relation 5 patak
bhayo.untl 2 yrs samma hamro maya ekarka ko
biswas ma aagi badi rayo.but ek din ko kura ho my
best frnd(sathi) told me usko arko bf ni 6
bhanera.usko yo kura sunera ma tenson ma pare
jasle malai yeti dherai maya gartiyo usle malai
yesari dookha dinchin bhanne socheko ni
thiyina.maya garthiye sarai uslai tesaile mero best
frnd lai usko kehi gatibidhi ma najar launu lai
bhane ra afu pani lage.gf sang bheet gare ra
gumauro ra sida tarikale bujne kosis gare ki aru ni
koi 6 ki timro maan ma bhanera,tara usle timi
bahek arulai soochnu ni sakdina bhandai biswas
dilayin.tara aafno best frnd ko kurale malai sadai
nirassapan ma dubai rahaanthiyo.ek din sathi le
ekasi park ma aiehaal bhandai ph garyo ra ma
kehi bermai tya puge.tya pugera herda aafno gf
arko kta sang aangamaal ma thiyin.side ma basera
ph lagaye ka chau bhanera,unle ma ghar mai chu
bg chu pachi cl gara la bhandithiyin tetikaima
maile pachdi farkera hera timi clear hunchau
bhandai ph kate.uni farkera pachadi herin malai
deekhin ra ekasi uthin.tara arko kta le dheekhnu
bhanda agadi ma tya bata hide.ma chahanna ki
public ma mero ni dhajja udos auta kt ko karan le
jo yesti chin.ma aakha bhari aasu pardai tya bata
sidai room aaye.mero yesto halat dekhera mero
sathi mero pachi pachi aayo ra malai samjhaunu
thalo.tara pani ma pagal jhai vitta ma tauko
bajarnu thale ra runu thale.mero yesto halat
dekhera mero sathi le anek tarikale samjhayo ra
kehi ber pachi malai halka banara sathi pani ghar
gayo.biteko tyo pal/ din samjhaera maan nirass
bhairayo,kehi garnai sooch audainathiyo.sathi gaye
pachi gf le dherai cal garin rcv garina dherai msg
garin sory aabo dekhai yesto galti kaile ni hudaina
bhandai tara pani kunai reply garnu uchit
thanina.tesaile unlai birsane sooch gare ra uni
sang kile samparka na garne nirnay gare.10 din
samma usko ph msg cntne aaie rayo tara ni wastai
garina.mero sathi sadai mero ghar aaune garthiyo
ra samjhaune garhthiyo malai. Really he was my
best frnd best bhanda ni best atinai best.jasle
malai reality face garayo.i heartly thank for
him.bistarai muskil le 12 maina bitaye ra purana
yaad harulai kehi haaad samma birsinu thale ra
aafno naya jivan suru gare aafno eklo sansar ma
ramaunu thale ra maya priti ko yo kheel dekhi tada
raye.maan lag6 gf banaunu tara pani bigat ko tyo
pana le jhaskai rahaan6 ra yo maya priti ko kheel
dekhi tada lagi din6.” tesaile sabai sathi haru lai
mero sano aanuroodh yo cha ki kasaile pani kasai
ko biswas mathi kheelbaad na garnu hola kinaki
after that kehi le sahi marga roojchan bhane kehi
le galat,hamro auta sano aaghat ani aabiswas le
garda.tesaile bhanchu “DON’T LOVE ANY ONE
UNLESS YOU MEAN IT”....................afterall
tapaiharu samu auta arko ni sano anurood raheko
6,,kina kehi teenagers ek bhanda badi gf/bf
banaunu ruchauchan,kina dherai jana sanga
physical relation raakhnu maan parau6n..kina?