Childhood frn story

Mukh ma na haso xa na man ma shantizindagii nii besurr vayo yekoii chin ma ...

Let's start from beginning

We were best frenzz..we used to share and care all btn us.actually he used to care me a lot like parents. Neva let me cry or b sad..
Hamii childhood frenz thiyau.ooslee kahelenii mero aakha ma aasu aauna denaa alwzz helped me a lot coz I was orphan frown emoticon

Xa nata xan dai mama bla bla
BT no mom dad sanaii bataaa sanima Ka basii hurkkoo ma mom dad hernaa nii paenaa people says kii they died in car accident
BT mero lyf ma khucc leyaayoo mero besty le his name was anupam.
Hamii sangaii hurkiiyau and completed SLC in same school we joined same colez..I had feelings for him a lot....more than friendship BT I was afraid to tell him just kept secret coz I was afraid to tell him kahiii vako frenship nii bhanenaa vanee k garnee so I kept loving him silently in a hope kii one day he ll express his love
Tym passed by and kehee din aghii ko kuraa ho ma dheraii naii possessive vaee nd decided to tell my feelings towards him..so Ghar gaee ooskoo mom thiyoo and aruu parents le anupam bhaheraa gaxa vanyoo so I waited him call garee nt reachable rey
Ooskoii room ma books haruu paltaoodaii herdaii basee
Suddenly I found a diary I had never seen before with him

I start reading that tyoo ooskoo daily diary raixaa pahelee dekhiiko BT y he hide from me I wondered padhaii gaee and ting ting phone rang ooskoii sathii ko call aayo chitaii hospital ma AAU vaneraa

Me and his family rushed to hospital there was anupam with full blood in body...i just can't see him...in that condition bike accident vako re bus le thakarr dekoo re
That was his last breath when he was trying to say something to me BT before that he leaved me forever...i was silent yeah completely silent
Mind was hanged can't think properly dream jasto lagyoo ya kunaii kahanii film ko BT guyz its reality happened to me yeah me the unlucky gal ma ferii anath vaee once again m alone..

2 3 days paxii ooskoo Ghar gaee kothaa Ka saman here and gantauuu bacrahee remembering all those moments we spented together anii yadd aayo that diary then continue garnaa thaleee padhnaa
There a piece of torn paper written I found something
I love u ...really I love u frm childhood bt cant express I have so much feeling for u BT m afraid kii I ll loose u in friendship matter
Then I was totally cracked
I cried a lot a lot and alot
I remembered his last breath he was trying to say me that BT he leaved...

Aaja ma alone feel garxuu ho ma oo binaa bachnaa nasaknee sthitii ma xu thiyee BT marnaa nii sakdnaa k faedaa mareraa I thought I have to live for him so I moved on BT ll alwz remember him...he was my first love and last now m with sanomom and have completed bachelor's BT today also this incident piss me off...